I’M DONE IN

EMOTIONALLY I’M FALLING APART. I’M STRUGGLING, REALLY REALLY STRUGGLING TONIGHT. I’M STRUGGLING WITH FLASHBACKS, AND MEMORIES. I’M AFRAID TO SLEEP BECAUSE I’LL HAVE NIGHTMARES. I’M AFRAID TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING. I FEEL LIKE I’M CLOSE TO THE EDGE RIGHT NOW. ONE TIP AND I’LL BE OVER IT. I FEEL AT A LOSS AS TO WHAT TO DO. I’M VERY FRUSTRATED. I JUST FEEL LIKE I’M SLIPPING, FALLING. ITS HORRIBLE. I FEEL INCREDIBLY EMOTIONAL ALL OF THE TIME. EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY LATELY. I HATE IT. LIFE FOR ME FEELS UNBEARABLE. I’M DROWNING. TRYING TO SWIM BUT SINKING FAST.
LIZ

Author: Carol anne

I am in my mid 40's. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

29 thoughts on “I’M DONE IN”

  1. I completely get it. You’re not alone. I feel like I’m in a ship at see and no one can hear me over the waves. I feel as though the waves will sink my ship and I will drown. Amilia

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  2. Oh Liz, I’m so sorry for the way you’re feeling. You are not alone! Meaning, I, and others have been right there, and sometimes it’s just taking one day (or minute) at a time. Can you do anything at all to distract yourself? I know that’s easy to say–because I never want to try to DO something when I’m feeling like you are. Just hang on. For me, the only thing that helps is sun, and living in a rainy state sucks! But the sun is out today and I will soak it up. Feel better soon Liz ❤

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