Not up to it!

I was supposed to have an apt this afternoon with my dietician.

We were going to have a phone apt.

It was scheduled for 2 PM.

But I’m not in the mood. So I texted her to reschedule it.

She texted me back, saying she could fit me in on May 16th.

I’m glad. I have not been sticking to my food plan anyway, so it would’ve been a wasted apt.

Hopefully when I see her in two weeks’ time I’ll be feeling better about things.

Right now I am hating my body.

I am hating having to see a dietician. And I am hating having an eating disorder.

Everything is getting to me today. I think I am tired, I slept poorly last night.

When I am tired, I feel irritable.

It isn’t a good combination!