I need to take a little bit of a break from blogging publically. I will be passwording posts for a short while. I dont want to get into the reasons why for now, suffice to say I need to do this for good reasons.
so if you’d like the password, as all future posts will be passworded until further notice, then email me at
If you are a regular follower or someone who has commented in the past, or someone who has a genuine interest in my journey, I will give it to you. If you’ve never interacted with me before, then Im sorry but I cant.
ITS GONE 1 AM
AN DIM AWAKE…THOUGHTS RACING, HEAD POUNDING, FEELING SO EMOTIONAL, CANT SHUT MY BRAIN UP.
DOUBT ILL GET ANY SLEEP TONIGHT. NOTHING NEW THERE THOUGH IS THERE?
I JUST HAVE A LOT ON MY MIND TONIGHT. SHOULD PROBABLY EMAIL EILEEN. HATE THE INTENSE FEELINGS. THEY FEEL SO CRAPPY.
FEELING IMPULSIVE LIKE I WANNA BREAK SOMETHING, I WONT, BUT I WANT TO.
JUST NOT OK AND NOT DOING WELL TONIGHT.
ITS MY USUAL, NIGHT TIME IS MY FUCKED UP TIME…
so i talked with dr. barry about my med situation. remember we were having trouble taking them?
well i told her about it. and she was very understanding. she said we’d just keep an eye on it.
so we’re doing that. she offered to increase my prazosin but i said no. for right now i dont want to increase it any more, im on 3 mg and i want to stay at that dose for now.
on friday morning nitros dog trainer is coming out to meet me. she came out before christmas, but then she got busy and couldnt come back until now.
shes meeting me about the route i wanted to learn with nitro, a route to a local coffee shop and also now to the gym i am joining.
i am nervous. im always nervous meeting her. just because i know she’ll be evaluating me and nitro, our work together. hopefully he’ll be on top form and work really well.
she is friendly and very approachable, so i really shouldnt worry but i do. its just how i am. i worry unnecessarily i suppose.
please keep fingers crossed for me that the visit goes well.
im not sure exactly what we’ll be doing, besides chatting. she may take us for a short walk, just to see how he’s doing. she may not. i really dont know.
but please pray all goes well for us. the visit is at 10 AM on friday morning.
Its time for #wyf over at revenge of eve. This week eve is asking whats your fave type of meal, and fave food?
My favourite type of food is indian, or Mexican. I love hot and spicy and both of these cuisines are great for hot and spicy food.
My favourite meal? Well my favourite meal is an Italian meal at the moment, its #wyf, revenge of eve! I also love the vegetable and bean casserole that the chef here makes.
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Its time once again for see’s share your world for this week.
If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?
If I wasn’t on a diet I’d go for chili cheese fries, or a chili cheese burger!
List at least five movies or books that cheer you up.
I now pronounce you chuck and larry
Marley and me
Drop dead fred
If you were a mouse in your house in the evening, what would you see your family doing?
Well, since my family are boring, I’d see them just sitting on the couch vegging out in front of the tv, and doing absolutely nothing else.
What did you appreciate or what made you smile this past week? Feel free to use a quote, a photo, a story, or even a combination.
This past week I had lots to smile about. It was my birthday, and I got a ton of cool gifts. I had a gorgeous meal on Saturday. I spent yesterday out with my family. And I lost 1.5 pounds. It was an all around great week. 😀
Share Your World – April 23, 2018
What three possetions could you not live without?