So disappointed

I am feeling very disheartened. I was up 2 1/2 pounds at way in tonight. I can’t believe I was up that much, I’m blaming it on eating and drinking before I got weighed. I ate my dinner and drank a 500 ML bottle of water before I went to get weighed. That is probably why I was up when I stepped on the scales.

I even weighed myself with my shoes off. If I was up that much with my shoes off I can’t imagine how much I would’ve been up with my shoes on.

All I can do now is continue on with my healthy eating and hope for a better result next week, I keep gaining and losing the same £4. For the last couple of weeks maybe six or eight weeks I’ve been gaining and losing the same £4, it’s very disheartening.

I’m determined to break out of this funk that I mean. Here’s hoping I will have more consistency over the next few weeks and start losing consistently again. We can hope anyway.

Weigh in time

Well it’s that time of the week again, time to be weighed. I hope I’m down tonight. Even a pound would do. I know you can’t be down a lot every week but I’d love to be down something at least. Hoping for the best, wish me luck guys, I need it I think although I have a good feeling about tonight, so I’m hoping for the best.

Woop Woop here I go

😄🎊💖

Aftercare visit with Nitro!

I just got a phone call from the guide dogs school, someone is coming out next Tuesday morning, to do an aftercare visit with me and Nitro!
It is time for Nitro to retire! I’m not exactly sure if it will happen next week, but it will definitely be happening soon!
He’s 9 this coming Friday!
He’s at that age where they retire!
The trainer whose coming out, I dont know him. I sorta wish it was Nitros trainer Nathalie who was coming out to visit me, but you dont get a choice in who does the aftercare with you.
I am really nervous about this visit! I just hope things go well.
Please keep us in your thoughts, its happening next Tuesday at 11 AM!

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A busy day ahead

I woke up super early this morning. Despite going to bed at a relatively decent hour, 11:30, I woke up at 5:45 AM.

I decided to get up. No point in trying to go back to sleep, it just wasn’t happening.

I heard mom also getting up. I went to the kitchen and had a cuppa with her. It was nice. We chatted for a bit also.

My nephew is having 8 of his teeth out today. His baby teeth. He’s only six, poor little guy. My mom is going to the dental hospital with my sister, I hope he’ll be ok and everything will be ok for him.

I’ll have a quiet enough morning, but I work this afternoon. I was meant to go have my nails done today, and my lip and eyebrows waxed. But because my nephew is having his teeth out, my mom couldn’t take me, so I changed the appointment to Thursday morning instead.

I’m staying at my parents house this week. My PA Frances would normally come on Tuesdays, but she had to take holidays this week. I’m going to Killarney this coming Friday, so I just decided to stay with mom and dad for the entire week.

I have my weekly weigh in this evening also. I’m excited to see how I did. I have a pretty good feeling. I hope I’m right to have a good feeling. I hope the results of my weigh in are good tonight.

My mood today is great. It feels so good to be able to say that. It feels nice to be able to say I woke up feeling good. And mean it.

Bee’s Poem of the Day: Swoosh

Hello out there, you rock!!!! Please remember this every day!!!

Sorry, for being a bit short handed but insomnia has become my bedfellow again and I just don’t function on two hours sleep and several mugs of coffee.

We went to the sea today and it was rather stormy. I loved the swoosh of the waves that hushed our voices and took my breath.

The swoosh

Of the sea and

Our souls.

Hush, hush my dreams

Tiptoe away

On these sandy paths…

Nite, nite everybody wish me luck 😊🙋‍♀️🐝

Ear update

It looks like I wont have to go have my ears siringued!
yay I am so thrilled!
Becky of beckys mental mess gave me a home remedy and I did it and it seems to have worked!
Along with me taking some painkillers as well!
I am not going to go have it done for now, and I will see how I go!
I’d have had awful trouble getting an appointment anyway, so its good news that I dont have to try! I can save myself that hassle!
In the mornings I wake up with my ear feeling full, but a little oil in it, and some hot water with my head bent over it does the trick, loosens the wax and I am good to go!
And for now, that will do!

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Damn computers

I’ve had to deal with my computer not working properly all day today.
I had work, and when I got there, my email programme wouldnt open up.
I reinstalled it, but it still wouldnt open for me.
Eventually, I had to use a different email programme.
I came home, and went on the computer, and eventually I fixed it.
I’ve been using outlook express, which is a very old email programme, but there is a version for windows and thats what I am using.
Anyway, its fixed now, and everything looks ok again.
Thank goodness I was able to still work today, as I had windows livemail on my machine, and so I was able to use that, and get my call list that my supervisor emailed on to me.

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