Well, hell!

I thought my night meds would knock me out. I took them at 8:30. Its 1:19 AM now and I am still up. Alls I can say is, damn!
I guess I’m not meant to sleep tonight, I’m almost going insane here.
Mentally I’m all sorts of fucked up in my head.
It feels just awful!
I wish I was not so emotional. I’m a wreck.
At least I have doggy snuggles, and thats a blessing.
My mind is a dark place right now!
there are very very dark thoughts in there!
Pray I make it through.