Tag: Depression

Song of the day…rainbow by Kesha

Rainbow

by Kesha

I used to live in the darkness
Dress in black, act so heartless, but now
I see that colors are everything
Got kaleidoscopes in my hairdo
Got back the stars in my eyes, too, yeah now
I see the magic inside of me
Yeah, maybe my head’s fucked up
But I’m falling right back in love with being alive
Dreaming in light, light, lights
This kitty cat lost her mind
Been lookin’ for a star-sent sign that I’ll be alright
Look to the skies
I’ve found a rainbow, rainbow, baby
Trust me, I know, life is scary
But just put those colors on, girl
Come and play along with me tonight
I’d forgot how to daydream
So consumed with the wrong things, but in
The dark, I realized this life is short
And deep down, I’m still a child
Playful eyes, wide and wild, I can’t
Lose hope, what’s left of my heart’s still made of gold
And I know that I’m still fucked up
But aren’t we all, my love?
Darling, our scars make us who we are, are
So when the winds are howling strong
And you think you can’t go on, hold tight, sweetheart
You’ll find a rainbow, rainbow, baby
Trust me, I know life is scary
But just put those colors on, girl
Come and play along with me tonight
You gotta learn to let go, put the past behind you
Trust me, I know, the ghosts will try to find you
But just put those colors on, girl
Come and paint the world with me tonight
Night, night, night, night, night
I found a rainbow, rainbow, baby
Trust me, I know life is scary
But just put those colors on, girl
You gotta learn to let go, put the past behind you
Trust me, I know, the ghosts will try to find you
But just put those colors on, girl
Come and paint the world with me tonight
Oh, put those colors on, girl
Come and paint the world with me tonight
Come and paint the world with me tonight

Well Guys, it’s that time again, time to be weighed in

Another week gone by, time goes so fast. It’s time for me to go and get weighed in. Hoping hoping hoping to be down this week. We shall see. I guess only time will tell whether I’ve done enough this week or not. I hope I have. I’m really hopeful that I’ve done all the right things this week. So please guys wish me the best of luck. Here’s hoping for a good result tonight. I’ll be so happy if I’m down even 1 pound I’ll take a pound. But if I’m down more I’ll be happy to. Hope for the best anyway.

word of the day 8th april, level, am I level headed?

I feel very on edge at the moment. I dont feel level headed at all today! I am in a bit of a func! I feel awful actually. My mood hasnt been level in weeks. It fluctuates a lot.
Im trying to stay focused. I got in the shower and felt the water run on me. It felt so healing. I am feeling very emotional at the moment.
I wish I’d had an apt with dr. barry. I know she had some emergency and it couldnt be helped, but I really wish I’d gotten to see her today. I needed to see her. At least I remembered to take my morning meds, thats good, as I forgot them last night.
Probably one reason why I am off today!

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Struggling

I am really struggling tonight. Is anyone around? If your up and awake I could use some support right now.
My head is spinning. I am so anxious.
I slept for 2 or 3 hours but that was it.
Its almost 1 AM now and I am awake. I am dissociating a lot tonight. Losing time a lot.
I forgot my meds again tonight. Its too late now to take them.
If anyones around send me a hug or a prayer that I will be ok.

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