Just got back from therapy. I found out that it was Eileens husband who got ill while she was away. It was serious, he got very ill. He’s on the mend now though. They got home last week he got transferred to a hospital here in Cork. They were taken home from Spain by ear ambulance. I need said that was a really daunting experience, I am Arjun it would have been. It was a shock to find out that it was her husband. I’ve spoken to him a few times on the phone before. He’s a very nice man. Just to know that it was someone so close to her who got sick, that was shocking. It’s good to know he’s going to be okay. She is taking another few weeks off work but she will continue to see us. She’s also taking a break from college she lectures at college she’s taking a break for a few weeks while he recovers. It was so good to see her today. Such a relief to have her home. Missed her like crazy really really missed her a lot.
We had an amazing time last night at the baby shower. It was a great night, lots of fun was had by us all. My cousin got a lot of cool things for the new baby. And we found out the gender, she’s having a boy. It was so lovely when the gender was revealed. Her son who is nine and artistic got really emotional. He was delighted that he was going to be a big brother. It was so sweet. The kids left with their dad and we all played games and chatted and then we had food. I brought my own food though. Fruit and stuff. I didn’t eat anything unhealthy. We didn’t stay too late as we were tired and my aunt was leaving to go home early since she was going on holiday this morning so she gave us a ride home. I had gotten my cousin to outfits for the baby, she really liked them. I got 0 to 3 months and my mum got the bigger sizes in her outfits. Now she has lots of cool things for the baby including a baby bath and a bouncy chair to sit the baby on and lots of other stuff like items that she needs for the hospital, she also got items for herself like pyjamas and all the things that she needs for going into hospital to have the baby. So she’s all set now. I even slept well last night which I am delighted about.
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Good morning everyone. happy Sunday. Believe in yourself, connect with yourself today. Have a great day everyone XXX 😚💓🙋♀️💕🌺
for just one day
where I dont feel so depressed
where I can just breathe
where I feel ok
for one day
which is peaceful
today will be that day
I’m doing everything I can
To make it so
I’m excited today
By the things I have planned
So I just wish
Is the day
I feel happy, and just feel good
I am feeling unstable at the moment, very much so, so in order to look after me, and my mental wellbeing, I will do some stuff to try to break out of the func I am currently in!
The first thing I will do is write a post answering laura of laura venturini’s weekly song challenge! Thanks for tagging me Laura!
After that, I will go make a cup of tea, because I am not able to sleep, and hot tea soothes me. And it soothes my alters, so tea it is!
Then, I might have a snuggle with nitro, if I can get him to wake up! He always makes me feel better. I am sure he wont object if I want to pet him and snuggle him! He loves pets and scratches!
After that, I think I’ll read a chapter or two of my book. Maybe have a shower, maybe put on some nice smelling lotion, I have my lovely rose scented one, that always reminds me of my therapist eileen, who I miss a lot right now!
I will be ok! I am not giving up or giving in to the darkness or dark emotions and thoughts!I can beat them! I got this! I can do it!
I am strong! I am courageous! I am a fighter!