well I have to say, I am proud of myself. I am proud because despite my depressed mood tonight, I did the adult thing, I went in and I payed my bills for the week.
Now my bank account is almost empty, but my electricity, phone bill, bins and gas bill are all payed for yet another week.
Yay me?
Next on my adulting agenda is to make an appointment at the vet for nitro to get his yearly booster shots. I’ll do that tomorrow.


4 AM ramble

well its 4 AM. I’m not asleep as you can see.
I tried but couldn’t drop off. So got up again, no point to lying there thinking a million thoughts and unable to shut your brain up or off.
So I am up. I am just pottering around the house, and pottering around online.
I have the radio on low. And its very peaceful. Not a sound to be heard.
Just how I like it. Nitros fast asleep. He was dreaming in his sleep. He was whimpering, I think its so cute when he does that.
Is anyone else up?
Talk to me if you are?
❤ 🙂


a smile
feel happy
wrinkle your face
crinkle your lips
open your mouth
show your teeth
all pearly white
at what am I smiling?
my dog
my cute, awesome baby boy
who loves me unconditionally
and only asks for love in return
he’s not hard to love
and I never loved anyone so much
as I love my dog
he makes my face
wrinkle up with joy
laughter lines appear

Being kind to myself

tonight i decided to pamper myself.

i bought some skin care products and I decided to have a little self care time for just me.

so i cleansed, toned and moisturised my face. it felt so good to just do that one little thing for me.

One act of kindness towards myself.

I also treated myself to some new shampoo for my hair. Its mango and papaya. It smells so good i want to eat it lol.

I made a healthy dinner, and I’m going to make a fruit salad in a little while.

Now its time to watch a little tv and have some snuggle time with nitro.

What kind thing did you do for yourself today?

played in the snow

I goed outside in the snow
it feels very soft
very fluffy and soft
I like it
I not stay out ther too long
cuz it cold
but I did played wif nitro in the snow
he not impressed
he want go back inside
I kno his paws get sore if he ote ther to long
so we no stay oteside to long
only bout five minutes
then we both ran back insid agin
wher it nise and warm
adelle I four

Listen up, people!

why are people so stupid?
we’ve been told to stay indoors. not to go out unnecessarily in the bad weather. but people don’t listen. they still insist on going out in it.
are you crazy? do you want to cause injury to yourself or others around you?
it makes no sense. your being warned, take heed.
also, why do people insist on taking their dogs out in the snow and ice? ice and snow hurt dogs paws. also I heard on the radio that someone intheir wisdom decided that just because their dog had a fur coat that they’d be ok outside in the freezing temps. the dog died.
I dunno just feeling really frustrated at the lack of sense some people show in this sorta weather.