Hi hi everybody
It be emily
I am very stressed
I want to restrict
I only want to drink and not eat
I don’t want to touch food
I cant, I just cant
I feel horrible
I been having memories that feel icky
My whole body hurts
And all I want to do is throw up
I want to so bad
So because Carol Anne said no to that
Now I won’t eat
I said we aren’t going to eat today
Only drink
And only water, no food
I know I’m bad
I know you all think I’m crazy
But please try to understand
Food scares me
It repulses me
I feel so gross
So fat and so ugly
I want to just disappear
The memories are making me crazy
I just feel so, so crazy
Butterfly hugs,
Loves you,
Emily