30 day music challenge, day 4

Its day 4 of the 30 day music challenge.
today, the challenge is as follows

A song that reminds you of someone you’d rather forget

This is easy for me. For this I am picking a paramore song. I choose this because it reminds me of a friend I had a few years ago. This friend had did, but our friendship ended, she turned out to be a bit of a psycho.
She was very abusive and very manipulative. It just wasn’t good to stay friends with her, so we didn’t.

The song now brings back a lot of memories when I hear it. Memories of being in Disneyworld in florida with her and she’d play this song over and over on her Ipod.

My friend came through for me

My friend rose really came through today for me. I know we’ve had our issues lately but she’s been so supportive and helpful during my hard day today. She told me she’d be my sponsor! Ha I had to laugh at that! She told me Rosie says I need R and R rest and relaxation time and to have my breakfast tomorrow morning and then go right back to bed! I probably wont but we’ll see who knows, I may just do it!
I’m so delighted to have such amazing friends. I really appreciate that she has taken time to text with me today. It means so much to me and I am thankful for friends like her.

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Share your world

I decided this week to participate in share your world, run by melanie. So here goes.

What’s your go-to for unwinding after a stressful event or day? Can be someone or something – music, pets, family or whatever you choose.

My go to is a nice hot cup of tea, and a good book!

The plane you’re flying in is going to crashno survivors. If you had one song you could listen to before it happens, what would it be? (credit to NewEpicAuthor for this one). Please share the link to the song if you can.

I think it would be fight song by Rachel platen! I don’t have a link sorry, but look it up on youtube!

What is one thing you’re really, really good at and not ashamed to admit it? I worded that deliberately because aren’t we taught to be humble and not pushy about our achievements? Celebrate your ability!

I am good at um well, singing, talking, sarcasm, ha ha! I am good at being a friend, cooking, knitting….

Would you rather lose all of your money and valuables or all of the pictures you have ever taken?

I’d rather lose my valuables! I hate losing photos I took!

And lastly

What were you grateful for or something that made you smile during the past month?

My mom, my dog, my friends, a meal out, books, music, family…

Irritated with my friend

A friend just sent me a text at 4 AM. I know she’s doing badly so I didn’t mind her texting me. I was up anyway so what did it matter?
but then, then she asked me to talk to dr. barry and tell her that she, my friend is very low, and she asked me if I’d tell dr. barry that I was worried about her and afraid she was going to do something to herself.
Just to clarify, me and her have the same psychiatrist…that is, dr. barry.
I didn’t know what to say. I did not want to talk to dr. barry about her.
Plus I don’t think dr. barry would actually discuss her with me! You know like, I could say it to dr. barry that she’s low, but I doubt dr. barry will want to talk about it with me! And that is how it should be!
I told her this. I did tell her I’d tell dr. barry that she wasn’t doing very well. I am not happy she has put me in that position though!
She had an apt yesterday with the team, she missed it. It is not my fault if she misses her apts!
I know she doesn’t always see dr. barry though. And I do. So maybe she thinks by me talking to dr. barry for her that dr. barry will then do something for her?
I think she wants to go into hospital! She said as much to me in the text.
I guess Im just frustrated. Why am I always s put in awkward positions by her?
I think another talk about boundaries is in order!
She knows she should not ask, I know she knows as she said to me in the text, I hate asking you but…
Just feel so frustrated!
What would you do in my position?

The meal out!

so I had a fab night last night with a group o f members from the basement club. We went out around 6 PM. My friend denise was there when I got to the hotel, she was there before me and met me at the door.

We went to the restaurant in the hotel to eat. I thought we were eating in the bar, but the restaurant was much nicer. A little more expensive to eat there but so worth it.

I ordered chicken wings for a starter. They were buffalo wings. They were so yummy! I ordered thai vegetable curry with rice for my main. It was delicious. I couldnt fault their food, it was so so nice.

The whole thing, including a diet pepsi cost me 24 euro so not too bad price wise. I was delighted and really enjoyed myself. We had good banter, good conversation, just an overall good time.

I left at around 8 to go home. I didnt want to stay out too late, some of them stayed on and had drinks in the bar. I wasnt drinking though so just went home. I was tired too so when I got home I didnt stay up for too much longer.

I’m glad I went though. I had a fun night.
carol anne

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