Surrender

I am beat down
stomped to the ground
violent memories swirl
everything seems to go by in a whirl
like a tornado
bits and pieces
fly everywhere
tears fall
as i stumble
oh how I want to surrender
but I cant
I must fight
with all of my might
I must fight these demons
and I must win!

This is linked to five minute Friday, this week the prompt is surrender.
http://fiveminutefriday.com/2018/01/25/fmf-link-up-surrender/