taylor hi everbudy

it me taylor. and gess wat? i taked us to therapy this week. i was out wen we goted ther. im not usuly loud to be ote, but it wasnt my fault cuz tha bigs were all not able to front, thay was feelin icky and depresed and sad. so i came ote in the midle of the nite, and me and emily stayed up and got us dressed and emily came ote in the taxi cuz she can sorta act lik a gron up but then wen we goted to eileens ofise i came ote and wen eileen came in she got a suprise! she said i did good to get us ther in one piece! but she said i needed to let her try to talk to the adults and go inside and rest. so i did. and she was able to get liz and that was ok then cuz liz can take care of us. i was glad cuz it fils betr wen liz is out or carol anne. they can take care of fings then. but i did a good job and i was hapy she thot so too!



I’m sitting here
wondering in fear
is something wrong
cant get in touch
havent spoken to you much in weeks
when this sort of thing happens
its not a good sign
tried to call
tried to text
with no success
wondering, are you ok?
or is it just another day
in the life
of someone
in a psych residential facility?

wrote this because I am thinking about my partner tonight, i cant get through to her, lately. I’ve called and texted a number of times, she’s currently in a residential psych facility in the USA.
I hope she’s ok…hoping nothings wrong…


well I have to say, I am proud of myself. I am proud because despite my depressed mood tonight, I did the adult thing, I went in and I payed my bills for the week.
Now my bank account is almost empty, but my electricity, phone bill, bins and gas bill are all payed for yet another week.
Yay me?
Next on my adulting agenda is to make an appointment at the vet for nitro to get his yearly booster shots. I’ll do that tomorrow.


staring blankly
she starts to think
starts to tremble
shake uncontrollably
flashes engulf her mind and body
flashes from the past
she begins to cry
silent tears
silent screams
nothing escapes her lips
quivering, shaking
trembling, she pulls her arms tightly around her body
she waits for the tornado to disapate
it does, eventually
as she lies on her bed
she wonders why
and softly cries

Quote of the week

This spoke to me! well said!


If someone wants to be in your life, they will take the time and make the effort to be there. And if they don’t, you will just get empty gestures and broken promises! Always keep in mind that a relationship is a two way street, both parties have to be willing to put the effort in. And your efforts should be reciprocated.

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In order to live a positive life, you have to eliminate all that is negative!

This post resonated with me today!


I had to untangle myself from your web of envy, your hate, your negativity. As I remove you cloth by cloth I can feel myself taking a sigh of relieve, the energy around me is more vibrant , the sun is shinning. I realized how important energy is and having a negative person around was so damaging to my life. I take an oath to always protect my space, to never allow negativity back into my life

It is so crucial to have people in your life who support and love you. Surround yourself with positive people because those that you have around, can either contribute to your happiness or they can hinder it. When you are in a toxic relationship whether friendship or romantic it can have a negative effect on you, it weighs you down. That’s why it is important we detox from everything and everyone who is…

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