so I texted eileen this morning, to ask her if she got home safely. She texted back right away to say that she did, and that she’d see us tomorrow, what a relief that she’s safely home!
Am so looking forward to seeing her tomorrow!
Alls well again now that therapy is resuming!
I just emailed eileen. I am feeling sad today. I miss her. Here is what I said in the email to her.
we have less than a week to go until your home. Yay. I cant wait until your home! I miss you so bad!
we’re trying to have fun and do fun things. its hard though and we’re sad a lot cuz your gone!
I really cant wait until the 20th. That is when we will see her again. I am so looking forward to it.
thats how long more we gotta wait until we see eileen again.
it feels like forever. but its just 7 days. thats what i keep telling myself. 7 days, we can do it. we will make it.
we’ve been emailing her a lot. i hope she wont mind that we did. if she does im sure she’ll tell us.
7 days, the counting begins now, just 1 week to go.
hi i skard i no sleep i skard of dark i skard of growned ups i skard i want eileen i miss her i writ to her to tel her i skard but her no here her no make it safe i want safe i jus be sooo skard
i just emailed eileen to tell her of my good weight loss news. she’s had a number of emails from us today, from distressed kids, from a stressed out jade, and now from me, to tell her of our weight loss result. I hope she doesnt mind all the emails. It helps us feel close to her. She did say we could write, I am hoping now that she isnt feeling sorry that she said that to us. We kinda took her up on that offer lol.
So I emailed eileen! I told her I am dealing with some very distressed kids! They’ve been crying all day! They are missing her lots! I told them she’s thinking of them and she will be back very soon! I dont think it helped! I told them I’d email her so that she’d know they were missing her. So I hope she’ll check her email tonight. She said she’d be checking it daily but that she wont respond while she’s away which is fair enough. Its hard for the kids. She’s their safe person, or one of them, Dr. barry being their other safe person, and now she’s away too so its doubly hard for them. I think maybe I need to sit down with the kids and read them a book maybe one of the books we have about feelings and let them know its ok to feel how they feel. Maybe that will help them.
FUCKING CANT STAND THAT EILEEN IS GONE. MISSING HER SO BAD BUT DONT WANNA SAY THAT! UG THIS SUCKS! FEEL SO ON EDGE. JUST WISH SHE WASNT OUT OF THE DAMN COUNTRY. JUST WISH I HAD HAD MY SESSION TODAY. WROTE HER AN ANGRY EMAIL. CUZ WELL SHE CAN HANDLE IT. AND I KNOW SHE KNOWS IM MAD AT HER. BUT ONLY CUZ I FEEL ABANDONED! AND INSECURE! DAMN THIS FUCKING BLOODY SUCKS!