Attachment wos

I’m feeling really off. I miss Eileen. I feel sad and mopey. I need her. I need her so bad.
I am glad I am seeing Dr. Barry this morning. I hate having an attachment disorder.
I wish I could hug Eileen. We havent hugged since the start of the pandemic, but when I am in her office she sits beside me. I am trying to remember her words, what she’d say to me if she were here.
This is the first morning I’ve felt sad and alone and like I really need Eileen.
I have an ache in my chest, my heart is hurting.
I will talk to Dr. Barry about it. She’s very understanding and she knows how much I struggle when there’s a therapy break.