Reblog…you sabotage your own life by living someone else’s

Anita over at discovering your happiness wrote this fab article and I thought she had some great advice so I am reblogging it.

 

You sabbotage your own life by living someone else’s

i am a hot mess

I AM A HOT MESS. I DONT WANT TO TALK IN THERAPY TODAY. BUT KNOW I HAVE TO. I HAVE TO IF I WANT TO FEEL BETTER. I AM SCARED THOUGH. I FEEL TRIGGERED, HUGELY TRIGGERED, I NEED A HUG FROM EILEEN BUT AM TOO SCARED TO ASK HER FOR ONE. I FEEL ALONE AND MTHOUGHTS ARE WHIRLING AROUND IN MY HEAD. I HATE THIS FEELING.
LIZ

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Alexas thought of the day fathers day edition

It’s Only When you grow up, and step back from him, or leave him for your own career and your own home, it’s only then that you measure his greatness and fully appreciate it.
MargaretTruman

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URGES AND BRAIN DUMP

I FEEL IT THE URGE TO CUT THE URGE TO HURT MYSELF
IT IS STRONG AND I AM WEAK
IT IS THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, NOBODY IS UP
I AM ALONE. ALONE AND SCARED. AND WISHING I COULD BE NUMB.
JUST NUMB THE PAIN AWAY, ITS THE ONLY WAY TO SURVIVE RIGHT NOW
LIZ

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Dad got very sick

my dad drank too much and got really sick. he went to bed about an hour ago. he fell asleep and within half an hour was puking his guts up. he tried to get up to go out to the bathroom but he fell on the way out the door. he then tried calling to my mom but she couldnt hear him because she was in the kitchen with the door shut and the music was really loud. so i phoned her and told her he’d gotten sick and she needed to come out to the bedroom. she came out and changed the sheets and wiped up the mess off of the floor. he kept apologising and saying he’d drank too much. he usually can only drink four cans of beer, tonight he’d had 7. so no wonder he got sick. i felt sorry for him. getting sick is not fun. and my poor mom had to clean the mess. i felt sorry for her too. i would not have wanted to do that. he’s gone back to sleep now. moms still up and one of my aunts and my uncle are still here. i just went to the kitchen and made a cup of tea. its 2:30 AM now. i wonder what time they’ll leave at. it should be soon I’d think. im not even tired. i’ve been messing around online for the past little while. not sure if i will even try to sleep tonight, i may not.
carol anne

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