Tag: Dissociative identity disorder

3500 followers

I reach 3500 followers. I can’t believe that. What an achievement. I’m so thrilled.

Thank you to everyone for your continued support. It means the world to me.

Blocking has meant so much to me. I’ve made so many wonderful friends and this community is absolutely outstanding, it’s absolutely brilliant I love the people in this community.

Thank you everyone for the continued support here’s to another 3500 followers.

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Arrived

We just arrived at our apartment in Killarney. It’s really lovely. We are just settling in now. Later we are going in to town to do a bit of shopping and have food. The weather is even cooperating. It’s 14 degrees c here now. We are here until Sunday. Tomorrow it’s Lauren’s birthday. We might go billing tomorrow if we have time. I’ll post more later tonight.

Anxiety, anxiety!

I woke up anxious! God I feel awful! I feel so agitated!
I cant put my finger on why though!
Ug this bloody sucks!
I am going away for the weekend today. In about 3 hours. I want to feel ok for it! I hate that I am so anxious!
My head is pounding. My heart is thumping. My arms are heavy. My breathing hurts. Its shallow and hard to just breathe.
We dreamed weird things last night. I dont actually remember them now but I do remember they were weird. I wish I could remember the dreams. I guess at least they werent nightmares. Thats something at least.
Dinner last night was really good. There were about 25 of us altogether. The food was so good. We had a really great time.
I had italian style meatballs for my main. And buffalo chicken wings for a starter. It was yummy.
I came home and I went to bed to read. I started a new book. The new cathy glass book, finding stevie, I am loving it. Its so good. Its about a boy whose gender fluid and who comes to cathy as a foster placement. Its about his struggles. And what happens to him.
I just wish I could make the anxiety go away. Maybe I’ll go talk to mom. Maybe having a conversation with someone will distract me from it. I hope so. I think I’ll also start thinking about all the fun we’ll have this weekend.
We’re staying in an apartment, there is me, mom, my sis, my sis’s 2 kids, and their cousin and her mom. So it should be fun. I will be updating over the weekend. And posting photos and maybe even some video too.
Its my nieces birthday tomorrow. We’re going shopping for the day. And then at night we’re going for a meal. I am looking forward to all that. I am planning on buying some new clothes.
Well I’m going to go now. If anyone has any advice for me I’d appreciate it. Thanks guys!

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Good gym session

Well I had a really good workout, I did half an hour on the treadmill and 10 minutes on the bike. I feel great now. It was a really good experience.

I’m glad I pushed myself. Feels great. In dauphins rushing through my body, making me feel good.

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Are usually go to the gym on Friday mornings but this week I won’t be going. I won’t be having my PA on Friday. We are going away for the weekend, that’s why she won’t be coming this week.

I feel a lot better, and hopefully I can sleep tonight. Exercising really helped and I think it will help to with my sleep.

No slimming world tonight

I’m not going to get weighed in tonight, I decided not to go, not because I don’t think I’ve lost weight, but just because I was feeling bad and so I decided to take a break, I’m not going either next week because I’m going to a show in our city next week on the same night that slimming world is on. But that’s okay. I started feeling a little bit better so I’m going to go to the gym, I wasn’t going to go but then I decided I better get my butt in gear and do a bit of exercise, it will do me good. The weather is bad it’s raining heavily. I’m getting a taxi though so that’s okay, I won’t get wet. I’m not sure I’d have lost any weight though if I did go to slimming world tonight. I weighed myself this morning on my own scales at home and it said I was the same as I was last week. So who knows, I guess I shouldn’t weigh myself on my own scales but I just want to see you know I wanted a ballpark figure.

afternoon ramble

Well I feel somewhat better. I took a whole load of meds. That seems to have helped somewhat.
I’m at my parents now. I’ll be here for a few days.
Mom and dad are gone out, so I have the house to myself, well the dogs are here, but other than them its just me.
Dad has an apt with the eye doctor. So mom went with him.
I’m happy cuz I can still go to the gym tonight. That makes me happy.
Exercise will do me good I think. I need to exercise.
Did I tell you it cost me 80 euro to fix my house alarm? Yep. Good thing I had extra money. It was 10 euro for each battery and I needed 7 batteries, and then the guy charged me 10 euro for fitting them.
Tomorrow evening I am going for a meal with the old staff from the basement club. There are a few of us going. It should be fun. It will be nice to see them all again.
Anyway I’m going to go and make a cup of tea now. And book my taxi to take me to the gym later on.