My Saturday!

Hi guys!
How are you all doing on this fine saturday?
I am doing great! I’ve been watching tv with my parents, and now I’m retiring to my room for the rest of the night!

On my way to my bedroom I made a little detour via the kitchen to make a coffee! I needed it! I feel so tired! not tired as in I need sleep and I need it now, but just tired as in, sluggish!

I never did any of my assignment for college today! Ah well! There’s always tomorrow, or Monday! I’m not stressing about it! Life is too short for stress!

I had a nice relaxed saturday, just how I like it!

Now its time to go read my book for a while! Nitro is fast asleep! He’s dreaming and making cute doggy noises!I love when he does that!

I crashed!

So after coming home from the friendly call office, I crashed hard! I got home for around 5:30. Made dinner, ate it and then crawled into bed! And as soon as I did, I fell asleep!

And I slept from around 6:30 until just after 11:30! I know my routine is all wrong, but well for now, I am not worried! I’ll take it while I am getting it! That is 5 straight hours, with me only waking once, to let nitro out and say good night to my mom!

Its raining hard out there now. I love the sound of the rain! Its so sootheing!

I’m up now I think for the night! But that’s ok! I made a coffee, and I am reading blogs and enjoying the peace and quiet!

Mood is still good, yay thank heavens for that!

And I didn’t forget my meds either win, win!

A fantastic start to thursday!

I woke up early. LikeI think it was about 2 AM! But I had slept for 7 hours straight so I feel great!

I am going to ring my supervisor in a little while and ask her if she needs extra staff in the office today. I just feel like going in and doing an extra shift. I dont have anything else on today, and I know they could use the help.

I had a nice chat with my friend sarah last night. We texted for a while. I also had a little bit of a text chat to my friend lisa. I spent the majority of the morning sorting out some files on my hard drives, and reading emails.

I am feeling amazing! I have to say it feels nice. Its nice to be able to say that I feel good. My mood is good. My anxiety is at about a 3. Thats doable. Its not making me feel bad at all today which I am delighted about.

Its a great day! Happy Thursday!


Too good to be true

So it was too good to be true. My sleep isn’t good again. It was too good to last. The fact I got good sleep for just one night. Tonight was bad again. At least I stuck to my plan and I went to bed early. I was in bed by 10 PM.

I did sleep for about 3 hours. I suppose its better than nothing. I woke up just after 2 AM.

I’m staying up now. No point is going back to bed again. I feel surprisingly alert for only having gotten 3 hours of sleep.

I am going to make a coffee. I have a busy day ahead. My PA frances comes at 9, we’ll do housework, then I’ll go to my parents when she leaves at 11:30. I also am working this afternoon on friendly call.

I’ll be at my parents house until Sunday afternoon.

I hope everyone enjoys their Friday and the weekend!

I must be doing something right!

I am finally on a good sleep schedule! I got a great nights sleep last night! I slept from 8 Pm until 4 AM! It was amazing! I feel so good having had that sleep!
I was exhausted because on Monday night I didn’t sleep a wink!
I am determined to keep this going! What I am going to do is go to bed each night at a decent hour, even if I don’t feel tired! I will try to sleep even when I think I cant!
Its got to work well I think it will!
What I am also going to do is not drink any caffeinated drinks after 6 PM!
My new med is working well! I am less anxious on it!

Monday update

what a day! I’m absolutely shattered! But there is no sign of sleep coming for me!
We had a very intense therapy session yesterday. I dont want to talk about it yet. I will soon but not right now. But needless to say we were wrecked after it. Totally exhausted. But thank god for eileen. She got us through in one piece, and I was able to go work in the afternoon.
Work was good. I had a new list of clients to call. My shift went really well. I work again today, its now almost 5 AM. I dont know how I am supposed to get through today. I havent been able to rest, but I did rest in the evening yesterday, so I did get a little bit of rest.
I’ve been playing around with my macbook. I sorted out the issue with me muting the speech on it, so I’ve been playing with it trying to figure stuff out on it. I was trying to make a video earlier for my youtube channel but I couldnt do it and I got frustrated with it. I could record but when I tried to stop the recording it was acting up and I wasnt able to successfully upload the video either.
I’ll try again tomorrow. In the meantime I made a video on my phone.
My PA frances will be here at 9 AM today. We’re going to do some housework. I also have a guy coming to service my boiler, and I have the pharmacy guy coming with my meds. I specifically told the guy whose servicing my boiler to come in the morning, so that frances would be there, as I dont feel comfortable having someone in the house and me being on my own with them just because I cant see and I’m not ok allowing strange people in the house.
So how has your Monday been? Good? Bad? In between?


Monday looks like this

Busy, busy, busy!
In the morning I have therapy. That will probably be eventful. I am looking forward to it though. I am glad to be seeing Eileen.
In the afternoon I am working on friendly call. I work from 1:30 until 5. I will be calling clients that I havent talked to before. So we’ll have to see how that will go. I will need to try to get familiarised with their situations and stories.
I will eat dinner when I come home, I dont have to cook, thanks to my awesome mom, she prepared chicken for me this weekend, seasoned it and cooked it so all I have to do is heat it up, and I’ll have some rice with that which only takes 3 minutes to nuke in the microwave.
After all that I am going to chill for the evening. I deserve to do that right? If only I could get my sleep pattern back to normal, or some semblence of normality I’d be all set.