How are you all doing on this fine saturday?
I am doing great! I’ve been watching tv with my parents, and now I’m retiring to my room for the rest of the night!
On my way to my bedroom I made a little detour via the kitchen to make a coffee! I needed it! I feel so tired! not tired as in I need sleep and I need it now, but just tired as in, sluggish!
I never did any of my assignment for college today! Ah well! There’s always tomorrow, or Monday! I’m not stressing about it! Life is too short for stress!
I had a nice relaxed saturday, just how I like it!
Now its time to go read my book for a while! Nitro is fast asleep! He’s dreaming and making cute doggy noises!I love when he does that!
So after coming home from the friendly call office, I crashed hard! I got home for around 5:30. Made dinner, ate it and then crawled into bed! And as soon as I did, I fell asleep!
And I slept from around 6:30 until just after 11:30! I know my routine is all wrong, but well for now, I am not worried! I’ll take it while I am getting it! That is 5 straight hours, with me only waking once, to let nitro out and say good night to my mom!
Its raining hard out there now. I love the sound of the rain! Its so sootheing!
I’m up now I think for the night! But that’s ok! I made a coffee, and I am reading blogs and enjoying the peace and quiet!
Mood is still good, yay thank heavens for that!
And I didn’t forget my meds either win, win!
I woke up early. LikeI think it was about 2 AM! But I had slept for 7 hours straight so I feel great!
I am going to ring my supervisor in a little while and ask her if she needs extra staff in the office today. I just feel like going in and doing an extra shift. I dont have anything else on today, and I know they could use the help.
I had a nice chat with my friend sarah last night. We texted for a while. I also had a little bit of a text chat to my friend lisa. I spent the majority of the morning sorting out some files on my hard drives, and reading emails.
I am feeling amazing! I have to say it feels nice. Its nice to be able to say that I feel good. My mood is good. My anxiety is at about a 3. Thats doable. Its not making me feel bad at all today which I am delighted about.
Its a great day! Happy Thursday!
So it was too good to be true. My sleep isn’t good again. It was too good to last. The fact I got good sleep for just one night. Tonight was bad again. At least I stuck to my plan and I went to bed early. I was in bed by 10 PM.
I did sleep for about 3 hours. I suppose its better than nothing. I woke up just after 2 AM.
I’m staying up now. No point is going back to bed again. I feel surprisingly alert for only having gotten 3 hours of sleep.
I am going to make a coffee. I have a busy day ahead. My PA frances comes at 9, we’ll do housework, then I’ll go to my parents when she leaves at 11:30. I also am working this afternoon on friendly call.
I’ll be at my parents house until Sunday afternoon.
I hope everyone enjoys their Friday and the weekend!
I am finally on a good sleep schedule! I got a great nights sleep last night! I slept from 8 Pm until 4 AM! It was amazing! I feel so good having had that sleep!
I was exhausted because on Monday night I didn’t sleep a wink!
I am determined to keep this going! What I am going to do is go to bed each night at a decent hour, even if I don’t feel tired! I will try to sleep even when I think I cant!
Its got to work well I think it will!
What I am also going to do is not drink any caffeinated drinks after 6 PM!
My new med is working well! I am less anxious on it!
what a day! I’m absolutely shattered! But there is no sign of sleep coming for me!
We had a very intense therapy session yesterday. I dont want to talk about it yet. I will soon but not right now. But needless to say we were wrecked after it. Totally exhausted. But thank god for eileen. She got us through in one piece, and I was able to go work in the afternoon.
Work was good. I had a new list of clients to call. My shift went really well. I work again today, its now almost 5 AM. I dont know how I am supposed to get through today. I havent been able to rest, but I did rest in the evening yesterday, so I did get a little bit of rest.
I’ve been playing around with my macbook. I sorted out the issue with me muting the speech on it, so I’ve been playing with it trying to figure stuff out on it. I was trying to make a video earlier for my youtube channel but I couldnt do it and I got frustrated with it. I could record but when I tried to stop the recording it was acting up and I wasnt able to successfully upload the video either.
I’ll try again tomorrow. In the meantime I made a video on my phone.
My PA frances will be here at 9 AM today. We’re going to do some housework. I also have a guy coming to service my boiler, and I have the pharmacy guy coming with my meds. I specifically told the guy whose servicing my boiler to come in the morning, so that frances would be there, as I dont feel comfortable having someone in the house and me being on my own with them just because I cant see and I’m not ok allowing strange people in the house.
So how has your Monday been? Good? Bad? In between?
Busy, busy, busy!
In the morning I have therapy. That will probably be eventful. I am looking forward to it though. I am glad to be seeing Eileen.
In the afternoon I am working on friendly call. I work from 1:30 until 5. I will be calling clients that I havent talked to before. So we’ll have to see how that will go. I will need to try to get familiarised with their situations and stories.
I will eat dinner when I come home, I dont have to cook, thanks to my awesome mom, she prepared chicken for me this weekend, seasoned it and cooked it so all I have to do is heat it up, and I’ll have some rice with that which only takes 3 minutes to nuke in the microwave.
After all that I am going to chill for the evening. I deserve to do that right? If only I could get my sleep pattern back to normal, or some semblence of normality I’d be all set.