Ug sigh!

Is anyone around? I cant sleep. I’ve had too much coffee! I am wired! I doubt I’m going to sleep much at all tonight.

I am hoping for at least a few hours, since I have a busy day ahead tomorrow!

I guess time will tell whether that will be happening! If not I shall read my book!

Sleepless night sorta

I had a restless night. I just couldn’t settle down. I stayed up until 1 AM. Then I was going to read, but I realised I couldn’t plug in my earphones into the case on my phone as its a juice pack and you cant plug earphones into it. So reading went out the window!

I tossed and turned for about an hour. Watched youtube videos on my phone. Listened to my dad, he was in a lot of pain with his bones, so was moaning in pain a lot. I asked him about it this morning and he said he doesn’t remember it. I honestly don’t know how my mom sleeps with him!

Eventually I fell into a deep sleep. I didn’t wake until around 9 AM! I feel better this morning, well beter than I felt last night!

I’ve no plans today. Its going to be a relaxing day. Its damp and rainy outside so I’m not going anywhere. I am just planning on doing a few things on the computer.

I think I’ll start a new book, too!

I got a little sleep, finally!

so i got about 3 hours of sleep. I am so tired this morning. I did not wanna get up! I tore myself out of bed at around 8 AM. I have to leave at 9:15, I’m going to the beauticians to have my nails soaked off and get my lip and eyebrows waxed. I’m meeting my Pa down there. Then once we’re done we’ll come back to my house and she’ll do some housework. I am glad I got a little sleep, but it certainly wasnt enough. I work today so somehow I’m going to have to stay functional. I did wake up feeling good though, tired, but good. So thats something at least.

Wound up!

I’m not sleeping! 2 AM and I am wide awake!
No sign of sleep coming!
Even with my meds on board, I’m wide awake!
This isnt good guys!
I feel so crazy! My mind is racing!
I really wanna sleep but I just cant!
Ug sigh! I am so tired!
I hope I can sleep at least a little, maybe get 2 or 3 hours.
Pray guys! Please pray that I’ll sleep soon!

Sleep, oh sleep where are you?

So I made a bit of a boo boo!

I was so tired that at around 7 PM I lay down and I fell asleep. I slept until 8:45 and then I had to let Nitro out.

I decided to go back to bed then, thinking I might sleep right through the night. No such luck.

Its now 11:50 and I am wide awake. I woke up at 11:30.

Thats it for me I think. No more sleep for me tonight.

What a bloody disaster this is!

At least I got a few hours, I suppose!

Sort of better!

We’re sorta ok! We’re still edgy, and agitated, emotional, and sometimes we’re triggered, but we’re trying, we’re trying to make it through.
We slept well last night which I was so glad about!
Woke up super early this morning, but didnt get up, instead, stayed in bed and was actually able to fall back to sleep which was so needed!
Only woke when my 11 year old niece came into the bedroom saying a package came for me from amazon and what was in it?
It was a battery pack for my phone! It was something I’d ordered last week. I want it for when I am traveling to colorado next year! It gives your phone a double battery life! So when its at 100 percent, its really at 200 with this battery pack also called a juice pack!
Other than that, I went to get groceries today with my mom! I also saw lovely christmas cards while at the store, so I picked up a few!
I got a nice one for my sister, my next door neighbour, and my friend sarah!
I am feeling relatively ok at the moment, and I hope it lasts!

#Socs prompt: bad dreams!

I am participating this week in Linda G Hills prompt for socs!

Your Friday prompt for Stream of Consciousness Saturday is dream. Use it as a noun or a verb; use any way youd like. Enjoy!

My night last night was filled with bad dreams! Horrible nightmares! It was pure hell!
I sat up after each one, shaking uncontrollably, too scared to go back to sleep.
I thought to myself, this sucks!
All I wanted was a few uninterrupted hours of sleep! It wasnt to be though!
Instead I was wide awake, stressing!
At least there’s nothing on my agenda today. I can chill!
Happy saturday everyone! And, adios to nightmares and bad dreams!