Today is a ritual holiday. So its a bad day for us.
I’m sitting here, feeling terrible. I don’t know what to do with myself. I am trying not to think about what today is.
Its the fall equinox. I hate it. Everything about this date triggers fear and sadness, pain and upset in me.
I hope I can get through it. I hope we’ll be ok.
At least we aren’t home, so nobody can get to us. We’re at our parents house. We’re safe at least.
Safe physically, but mentally? Mentally we’re a mess.
So many emotions and feelings. So much chaos inside. So much overwhelm.
Pray, if you pray guys. Pray we’ll get through it.