Take me away from all this anxiety, please!

Someone rescue me! I hate this! It feels so crappy!

I feel like shit!

I am not. Ok! Not not not!

I am trying things, believe me I am. I just emailed my therapist and am hopeful she’ll respond.

Normally she doesn’t but occasionally she will if she feels its warranted.

Hoping today she does. I need to go to the store soon with my mom for a few things and my anxiety is through th eroof about it.

I don’t feel like I can deal with the crowds of people at the store!

I will go because I have to but I wish I didn’t!

Ug sigh!

14 responses to “Someone just shoot me!”

  1. LiveNotExist Avatar

    Anxiety is a social thief…it’s burns the candle in both ends and can leave you with nothing for the rest of the day

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Agreed! Its just awful! xo

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      1. LiveNotExist Avatar

        Hope you have some tools to handle it all

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      2. manyofus1980 Avatar

        Oh I do, thanks! I am much better for now at least so thats good. xo

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      3. LiveNotExist Avatar

        I’m happy to hear that❤️

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    2. GettingrealwithPTSD Avatar

      This is so well put! I was just put on Hydroxyzine Pamoate for anxiety and it is helping; but only for 3 hours at a time so I take it three times a day. Going to ask my psychiatrist for something stronger and longer lasting next visit.

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      1. manyofus1980 Avatar

        what about something like lyrica? thats what I use. It works well!

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      2. LiveNotExist Avatar

        I have used many different medications and now I’m only on my last one, hoping to quit that too. My anxiety got less paralyzing when I quit caffeine , less sugar and more therapy. But to use some drug while you get therapy can be good. Just don’t forget it’s you and not the meds that makes you better. They are more like a crutch.

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      3. manyofus1980 Avatar

        I do feel the meds help. But I use my resources where I can! Distraction also helps me!

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Your kind words helped! Thanks! xo

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      1. flowersinthebrain Avatar

        I’m glad, you’re welcome. pop me a message if you need someone to talk to x

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      2. manyofus1980 Avatar

        Thanks hun, will do! Xx

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