WHY, OH WHY

AM I SO DEPRESSED! WHY! WHY OH WHY!

I WOULD JUST LIKE TO GO BACK TO NORMAL, NOW, PLEASE. WHAT IS NORMAL? I NEVER SEEM TO BE AT A NORMAL BASELINE WITH MY MOOD LATELY. IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE THAT I AM IN A  FUNC.

I AM SO FRUSTRATED REALLY JUST NEED A BREAK!

WHY, IS THE MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION!

 

LIZ

 

The Friday Reminder and Prompt for #SoCS April 28/18

16 responses to “WHY, OH WHY”

  1. rugby843 Avatar

    I think.part of it is it’s taking way too long for spring/summer this year

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      YEAH, I KNOW! SO MUCH BAD WEATHER, ITS BEEN AWFUL!

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      1. rugby843 Avatar

        I think so too

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      2. manyofus1980 Avatar

        HI. TY FOR COMMENTING. IM FEELING A BIT BETTER RIGHT NOW, HOPE IT LASTS. XXX LIZ

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      3. rugby843 Avatar

        Great!🌸

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      4. manyofus1980 Avatar

        ❤ 🙂 XXXXX THANK YOU!

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      5. rugby843 Avatar

        Keep on doing well.

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      6. manyofus1980 Avatar

        THANKS. I’LL TRY. 🙂

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  2. KD Avatar

    Why is a really difficult question to answer. I know it feels hard but you can get through these emotions.

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      THANKS KD. I HOPE SO. I REALLY REALLY DO. XXX

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  3. debrakate Avatar
    debrakate

    Hugs, xxx.

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      THANK YOU, DEB. GONNA GO TO BED NOW, TRY TO SLEEP WILL ANSWER THE REST OF MY COMMENTS TOMORROW. XXXLIZ

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  4. heartsetonliving Avatar

    I’m sorry that you’re struggling so much Liz. That is frustrating and I can appreciate that it’s very difficult to manage.

    Could Eileen help you with this on Monday?

    xx

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      I HOPE SO. I’M GOING TO TALK TO HER ABOUT IT. I KNOW IF SHE CAN, SHE WILL HELP. XX

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  5. jaelin96 Avatar
    jaelin96

    I have struggled so much w my mood and depression lately without much of a break from it. My therapist just recently told me that essentially depression is anger turned inward…. So she has asked me WHO am I angry with. That question has consumed my thoughts and I was really surprised when I started getting honest w myself that I have a whole lifetime of people i am angry with. I am guessing acknowledging is the first step and processing and letting go will be the next steps. I am not sure if that will help you but that insight helped me know there truly is a reason for my depression. (((((HUGS)))))

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      HUGS. I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF ANGER TOWARDS MY ABUSERS. I HAVE HAD THAT FOR A WHILE NOW. SO YEAH, MAYBE THATS IT. MAYBE I’M JUST EXTREMELY ANGRY AND ITS TURNING INTO DEPRESSION. XO

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