It is 6:40 in the morning. I’ve had a long sleepless night. The wind was howling and the rain was pouring. I thought the wind would never die down. I just could not sleep. I spent time ripping movies, reading, I even made chicken strips at 2:30 because I got super hungry. It is still very windy outside. We’re under a status orange wind warning until 9 PM tonight. I was supposed to have a face to face therapy session this afternoon, but I decided to text Eileen yesterday and ask her if we would be safer doing a session over zoom instead. She agreed, so that is what we are doing. I will be volunteering today also. Not sure yet for how long I’ll volunteer, it will depend on how busy the service is, the friendly call Christmas lunch was supposed to be held today, but my supervisor cancelled it due to the severe weather conditions. She said she didn’t think it would be safe to go ahead with it. My PA Frances is due to work with me this morning. She’s supposed to be here at 9 AM. I hope she’s able to get a ride to work or get the bus. Normally she walks, but if she walks in this rain and wind she’ll be like a drowned rat by the time she gets to me! I turned on my heat. My house felt cold, and I want to warm it up, so I turned the heating on. I’ve also had a couple cups of coffee throughout the night. I know, not great for insomnia, but oh well. Caffeine is my addiction. I could be addicted to worse drugs. I need to call the surgery today for my blood test results. I tried to call the nurse yesterday but I couldn’t get through. The results are only given between 1 and 1:30. Oh shoot, I cant call today. I have therapy at 1 PM. It will have to wait until tomorrow. I hope our power does not go out. I’m thinking if the high winds keep up it might go out. I’ll be so bored if the power goes. No internet, no laptop, no TV, no phone to read my audiobooks. Please pray it does not go out. I’m going to go make more coffee. Hopefully I’ll get through the morning, then, at 2 PM after therapy if I am tired I will take a nap.

8 responses to “Oh what a stormy night!”

  1. joseph elon lillie Avatar

    Weather is wild all over the world this winter. It is frigid here in Massachusetts. I think it’s hovering around 0°F right now that’s early for such cold.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Oh gosh, that’s cold. Stay inside and stay warm. 🌷🌷😆

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      1. joseph elon lillie Avatar

        As much as possible. I feel bad for the chickens living outside in my barnyard just now.

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      2. Carol anne Avatar

        🌷Yeah, the poor chickens, they must be freezing 🤍

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  2. P. J. Gudka Avatar

    Oh no, sorry about the storm- hopefully it’ll die down soon!

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Eventually died down around 5 pm yesterday 😄

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  3. ladysighs Avatar

    I don’t sleep well or long in my bed. But on my couch with the TV blaring I will be knocked out completely. I don’t have to be anywhere special at any time special so am just happy to sleep when sleep comes.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      I’m kind of like that. I can sleep when sleep comes because I don’t get it regularly so I only get it at times so I take it while I get it. 🩷🩷

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