Shadows on the wall,
stretch long and thin in the lamplight’s fall—
monsters made of memory,
of whispers I was told to keep.

Hands that once grabbed—
cold, sudden, cruel—
taught me to flinch
at kindness, too.

The floorboards knew my trembling knees,
the air held cries I tried to freeze.
Tears like glass,
each one a shard
of a child’s heart
broken, hard.

But years passed quietly—
roots grew from the cracks,
I learned to speak
the words I’d lacked.

Now the shadows still appear,
but I face them—
unafraid,
clear.

They do not own me,
not anymore.
My tears have turned to rain—
and rain helps flowers grow once more.

What do you see # 309- October 6, 2025 – Keep it alive

6 responses to “Shadows on the wall #WDYS”

  1. Sadje Avatar

    Wow! A very evocative poem Carol. I love how you’ve ended it on a positive note my friend. Thanks for joining in.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thank you you’re welcome and my pleasure to join in 😊💖💖

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  2. Nicole Smith Avatar

    Yes girlllllllll, the power, take it back. we didn’t deserve any of it.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      No, we didn’t, thanks Nicole 🪷🪷

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  3. purplepeninportland Avatar

    So sad, but with a positive outlook.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thank you 🪷🤩

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