HI GUYS
ITS ME LIZ. I AM NOT OK. I AM HAVING SELF HARM URGES. I WAS SLEEPING, BUT I HAD A NIGHTMARE AND IT LEFT ME REELING. NOW I WANT TO CUT SO BAD. DON’T WORRY, I’M SAFE. I’M NOT GOING TO CUT. I’LL READ, AND WRITE INSTEAD. HOPEFULLY THE URGES WILL PASS SOON. THIS SONG IS HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR THIS BLOG, AND FOR MUSIC.

SEE YA GUYS, OFF TO READ NOW!

19 responses to “LIZ, AND I AM HAVING SELF HARM URGES”

  1. Violet Ravette Avatar

    You’re doing the right thing by distracting until the urge passes. It can be such a difficult thing to deal with (I’ve been there before).

    My psychologist suggested an app called calm harm, it might be helpful for you, too. It can help give you activities to “ride the wave” and keep track of the times you guys feel this way.

    Hope you all stay safe. I wish you all the best.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thank you! I’ll look into the app. I appreciate your kindness and comment!

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  2. Marilyn Armstrong Avatar

    Don’t forget to breathe.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      I won’t, and thank you! Xo

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  3. Luftmentsch Avatar

    Hi Liz, well done for not cutting! You are strong. I hope you feel better soon.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      THANKS, I DO NOW! I’M GLAD I DIDN’T GIVE IN TO THE URGES!

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  4. 🇪🇺 Bee H. Avatar

    Sending a gentle hug 🤗

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thank you so much Bee. The hugs are appreciated very much 💛💛💖💖💐💐

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  5. Sheree Avatar

    Please take care

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      It’s all good Sherry, I did not do any damage I distracted myself instead xx

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      1. Sheree Avatar

        Thank goodness

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      2. Carol anne Avatar

        I appreciate your care and concern xx

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      3. Sheree Avatar

        You’re very welcome Carol Anne

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  6. Donnalee of Laughing Dakini Tarot Avatar

    I hope you’re feeling better. Good for you for distracting yourself and not giving in.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Hi there, I do feel a lot better now thanks 💙🦋🫂🫂

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  7. Maria Michaela Avatar

    Oh Liz. I hope your doing and feeling better.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Hi maria, I feel much better now, I didn’t cut. I distracted instead 😘😘

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      1. Maria Michaela Avatar

        That’s good to know. You all take care 💕

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      2. Carol anne Avatar

        Yes we will and thanks, Maria 🙌✨✨

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