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Your three words today are:
REACT
ALLURE
FEIGN

How would you react

If someone told you constantly

Your worthless

No good

A burden on society

You shouldn’t be alive

You don’t deserve to live

This was what my abuser told me

On a daily basis

For 11 years straight

To others, he was an amazing man

He worked in the school for blind kids

He was good, personable

He was kind and caring

But he feigned all of that

To me, he wasn’t any of those things

He was a monster

Who prayed on little kids

Vulnerable kids at that.

14 responses to “My abuser, the monster”

  1. pensitivity101 Avatar

    Sadly there are a lot of these people about, and they aren’t all male. Take care Carol Anne

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Exactly women can be half as bad I know a few evil ones x

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      1. pensitivity101 Avatar

        Me too I’m afraid.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thanks, Kenneth xx

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  2. Kenneth Avatar

    Physical, Mental or Sexual abuse, neither of these is easy to talk to someone about I can imagine.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Not easy, but I have a wonderful therapist. She helps me a great deal. X

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      1. Kenneth Avatar

        Is this where you got the name for your site therapybits, just wondering?

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      2. Carol anne Avatar

        Yes, I called my blog therapy bits and sometimes a blog about psychotherapy and my sessions 🎀🌹💕

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  3. willowdot21 Avatar

    I hope he has been exposed , sacked and imprisoned leaving innocent child safe.💜💜

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Unfortunately he was never imprisoned, he denied it all and got away with it!

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      1. Carol anne Avatar

        Yes, I know what you mean I was too 💙💙

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