I cant sleep. I’ve been dozing, but not really sleeping.
Anyone want to keep me company?
Its 3:30 in the morning here now. My thoughts are racing so bad. I’m a real hot mess.
I hate nights like this. They suck so much.
I turned on the radio. Right now there is a katy perry song on. I used to love her. I wonder where she disappeared to?
I was meant to be sleeping in this morning. Oh well. Maybe later I can go back to bed and sleep. My 3 MG of invega didnt knock me out. Actually it was not very effective either for calming the voices last night.
They were loud. And negative. And mean.
I seemed to get very hungry after taking the invega. I’m trying not to eat everything in sight.
Is anyone up? If you are please send me a comment. Just so I know I’m not alone.
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If you ever want to be guest or asked me to share My Story be happy to no I am not ashamed or afraid to say …you know what I am not okay far far from and things are fucked
But I take things day by day this past week was Thanksgiving and still puzzling as to why this yr but I was in very surreal state of chaos my mind was so fucking loud.
As all my memories from that day have no been so pleasant or welcome
I am survivor and I will never bow out of the storm.
It did feel like walls were caving in around me and more I treaded water to keep from drowning seem to sink deeper and deeper into silent abyss.
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No worries 🙂 I knew what you meant
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