Emily has been purging

I feel really, really sick.
My chest is burning, my stomach hurts, my heart is pounding.
Emily has been purging the little bit of food we’ve eaten.
I know she cant help herself, she has an illness. But I am so worried about her.
I emailed Eileen to let her know what is going on.
She went right back inside after purging, and she started crying. Saying she had to do it.
I know this is super stressful for her, its super stressful for me too.
My whole body is shaking now. Violently shaking.
I think I need to lie down for a bit. I just don’t feel good.

2 responses to “Emily has been purging”

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    Mark Kent

    how is EMILY .i have had BOTH Anorexic and Bulimea ,.Purging/Vomiting DOES Help .thats big trouble .i had BOTH because as a child i was very bullied then SOON After i was Abused Sexually BY DIFFERENT Adults .. Emily mite been bullied badly ..Mark

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      She is doing a little bit better this afternoon but not much

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