Anxiety is real bad tonight. I am not able to sleep or rest. I am too agitated. I just feel so crazy.
fucking nightmare, thats what this time of year is. I am so done, so over it.
I should be able to go to bed and go to sleep. Instead I am jumpy, anci, emotional, overwhelmed. does it ever end?
Nope! It damn well doesnt!
I think I will go read for a while! Take my mind off of the fear I am feeling that someone will break into my house, rationally I know they probably wont, but I am still scared just in case.
Fuck! Could use a friend if anyones around!

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