I’m a little crazy

Anxiety is real bad tonight. I am not able to sleep or rest. I am too agitated. I just feel so crazy.
fucking nightmare, thats what this time of year is. I am so done, so over it.
I should be able to go to bed and go to sleep. Instead I am jumpy, anci, emotional, overwhelmed. does it ever end?
Nope! It damn well doesnt!
I think I will go read for a while! Take my mind off of the fear I am feeling that someone will break into my house, rationally I know they probably wont, but I am still scared just in case.
Fuck! Could use a friend if anyones around!

Author: Carol anne

I am 40 years young. I'm blind and I have dissociative identity disorder, I also have complex PTSD. I blog about my life with these disorders. I live in Ireland.

10 thoughts on “I’m a little crazy”

  1. This reminds me so much of my old posts! My anxiety used to be really bad, just like yours it seems! Trust me things will get better! Just keep working at it. My blog is more focused on lifestyle now, but you can still check out my old posts to see if you get anything from them!

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  2. hi precious, hope you’ve been reading and have finally fallen asleep!

    My brothers are charming they frequently told me even a blind man wouldn’t break into rape me … no harm will come your way 🙂 Your fearful mind is your worst enemy so keep distracting when this situation arises … love and hugs 🙂

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