So scared!

sitting in a trans
dazed
memories sparked
mezmorized
waiting
for the other shoe to drop
slowly sinking
into deep depression
I so wish
I hadnt awakened
In such a sad state
It makes me so scared
of the day ahead

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16 responses to “So scared!”

  1. calmkate Avatar

    hey speak to someone who cares, get dressed and go outside … do anything to distract yourself .. you are precious!

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      I went outside with nitro! It is raining though! But I enjoyed being out in the fresh air!

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      1. calmkate Avatar

        good for you, always good to break the pattern, smart girl ❤

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      2. Carol Anne Avatar

        Thanks, Kate! ❤

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      3. calmkate Avatar

        my pleasure precious!

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      4. Carol Anne Avatar

        🙂 hugs! ❤

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  2. violaetcetera Avatar
    violaetcetera

    It sucks when a day starts so bad. I always try to give a day that started shitty a chance to get better. Mostly, it works.

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      Yes! I do too! And it does mostly work!

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  3. BibleBloggerGirl Avatar

    Hi, Carol ☺
    I hate seeing people hurting and I want to help you! I’m not trying to promote myself, but I really think this post I wrote a while ago will help you. Please check it out.

    How to Become a Child of God

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      Thanks! I will do! And thanks for commenting! ❤

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      Thanks! Hugs are always good! ❤

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  4. Bhagyashree Avatar

    I hope you are doing well now. I feel writing is the best way to vent out your hidden feelings. Great poetry. Keep writing!

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      I will do thanks! xoxo

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  5. Harry Avatar

    I wake up that way a lot too, so I truly understand

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      Thanks 😗😄😘💖

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