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the full moon the other night has left us struggling. we hate full moons. reminds us of ritual abuse memories. we’ve really tried hard to not go there. Its hard to do when the memories are threatening to send you spiraling!
we did manage though somehow, alls i gotta say is thank god for reading!
And thank god for bloggers and blogs to also read!
The leftover feelings are hard to come to terms with and tonight we’ve been struggling. I even ended up sleeping a lot today to just get us through it.
Tomorrows a new day. We emailed eileen. And we will get through it. I know we can. I have faith.

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  1. BeckiesMentalMess.wordpress.com Avatar
    BeckiesMentalMess.wordpress.com

    I’m so sorry you’re struggling with the full moon and the effects it is having on you.
    I notice that I have the most vivid dreams during a full moon… they can be very disturbing to me. I’ve been all screwed up today because of the dreams I had all throughout the night, and even during a nap.
    Hang in there, Sweetie. 🙂

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar
      manyofus1980

      god becky thats awful! so sorry hun! thats really terrible! I hope you sleep good tonight and have no bad dreams! xxx

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        BeckiesMentalMess.wordpress.com

        I’m testing the theory of the moons magnetic field on dreams tonight. If it happens again… I’ll freak. LOL! 🙂

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      2. manyofus1980 Avatar
        manyofus1980

        dont blame ya I would too! 😀 hopefully it wont!

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      3. BeckiesMentalMess.wordpress.com Avatar
        BeckiesMentalMess.wordpress.com

        I hope that both of us see a good nights sleep, Sweetie! xo!

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      4. manyofus1980 Avatar
        manyofus1980

        yep! me too xoxo

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  2. eirlysgwenllian Avatar
    eirlysgwenllian

    That’s too bad the full moon affects you so badly and brings so many crappy memories. I hope those feelings will pass soon.

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar
      manyofus1980

      so do I. I really want them to just be gone. xxx

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  3. emergingfromthedarknight Avatar
    emergingfromthedarknight

    Just let the moon help you release what you need to release. Don’t fight it. I had a nightmare on the night of the Full Moon, but I understood what it was about. It will pass. Hugs xoxo

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar
      manyofus1980

      Thanks Deb. I hope it passes quickly. xoxo

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  4. Bee Halton Avatar
    Bee Halton

    You will get through! I believe in you! 😚

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar
      manyofus1980

      awwwww thanks! ❤ xoxo

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      1. Bee Halton Avatar
        Bee Halton

        😚

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      2. manyofus1980 Avatar
        manyofus1980

        big hugs ❤

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        Bee Halton

        ❤

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      4. manyofus1980 Avatar
        manyofus1980

        ❤ ❤ ❤

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  5. easetheride Avatar
    easetheride

    I read so much strength in this post. You’ve got so much support all around you to get you through moments like these, but that sure does not make them easy! Hugs x

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar
      manyofus1980

      Thank you Ease! I appreciate you! You have always been so supportive to us. It really feels nice! xoxo

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  6. Evolution of Self Avatar
    Evolution of Self

    Others run from the darkness I embrace it with open arms its apart of you whether you accept it or not straying away only is denying who you truly are.

    Heroes are seen as flawless and without transgressions and then they persecute the villain and vilify for what they are but they do not try to hide what they are, because they embrace all aspects of them.

    Therefore they where no mask of deception to hide their flaws.

    I am always will be the villain

    https://evolutionofselffeedyourhunger.wordpress.com/2019/02/25/two-faces-of-darkness/

    Slainte

    Alex

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      Carol Anne

      Well said, Alex! xox

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