I didnt go

I didn’t go volunteering today. I just couldn’t.
My mood never picked up. I felt really really off. Just was feeling overwhelmed, very much so.
So I called the office and told them I wouldn’t be in.
And then I went to bed. And I actually slept for like 3 hours. And now that I did that I am feeling a little bit better.
Not 100 percent better, but a little at least.
When I woke up I ate something. And then I made a cup of tea.
I think I just have to be nice to myself today. Do a little self care.
Tomorrow I will see dr. Barry. I am thinking I really need to see her. I am actually pretty excited for my apt tomorrow.
Hopefully it will help and I will feel much better after it.
🙂

12 responses to “I didnt go”

  1. BeckiesMentalMess.wordpress.com Avatar

    I’m so sorry you feel overwhelmed, I do hope therapy helps tomorrow. Feel better Carole-Anne. 🙂

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Thanks! I will try! ❤

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  2. easetheride Avatar

    Sorry you are having a rough day! It was so important you do some things for you. I’ll think positive thoughts for you

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Thanks hun! I appreciate it! xoxo

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  3. eirlysgwenllian Avatar

    It’s good you felt at least a bit better after sleep. I also really hope DR Barry will be able to help. 🙂 Hugs. 🙂

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      I hope so but I think she will. Seeing her always makes me feel better. xxx

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  4. marandarussell Avatar
    marandarussell

    I hope things all look up for you soon!

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  5. jaelin96 Avatar
    jaelin96

    Self care is good 😘 wish we lived closer we would do an old.fashioned pamper me spa day. (((Hugs)))

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Awe yeah! That’d be sooo cool! 😀 xxx

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  6. oasischarm Avatar
    oasischarm

    It’s okay to need a mental health day.

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Yes, I guess so every now and then it’s fine to have one I suppose

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