I’ve often felt out of step with people who are deeply passionate about theology. For many, it’s a subject that inspires endless curiosity, debate, and a sense of awe. But for me, it has never sparked that same interest. When conversations turn to doctrines, interpretations, or theological frameworks, I find myself disengaging. It’s not that I lack respect for faith or for those who devote themselves to studying it—in fact, I admire their dedication. It’s simply that theology feels abstract and distant, while I tend to be drawn to ideas and practices that feel more tangible, immediate, or rooted in lived experience.
This disinterest sometimes leaves me questioning whether I’m missing something important. After all, theology shapes how many people view the world, morality, and even their own purpose. But when I reflect more deeply, I realize that my lack of interest doesn’t necessarily mean a lack of meaning. I still wrestle with big questions, but I approach them through other lenses—perhaps through philosophy, personal reflection, or practical experiences rather than systematic theology.
In some ways, this distance from theology has given me freedom. I don’t feel bound to reconcile every spiritual idea with a doctrinal framework. I can hold space for mystery, doubt, or even silence without feeling pressure to fit it into an organized system of belief. My path may look different, but it still feels authentic to me.

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