I walk slowly,
not because the ground is broken,
but because my body remembers
what it means to fall.

The air tastes cleaner now,
though some corners of memory
still smell like smoke.

I stitch myself together
with uneven threads—
small rituals,
quiet breaths,
the kindness of hands
that once felt foreign.

Fabric gathers where the tears were,
not seamless,
but strong in its honesty.
A patchwork of survival
is still a garment.

I do not look for the person I was
before the fire.
I stand in what remains,
and let the light
find its way through the seams.

RDP Wednesday: FABRIC

2 responses to “I stand in the light”

  1. Ana Daksina Avatar

    Along with all your other strengths as a poet, your endings tend to be brilliant ~ and this one is no exception!

    It makes me a little curious about your writing practices (which you certainly do not have to divulge if you don’t want to, just say so) ~ when your poems come to you, do those last lines show themselves early, or march themselves into place at the end?

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      They usually come to me when I am almost done writing, I will reread my words, and put the final lines to them. X

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