Anxiety, the guest

It knocks without knocking,
slipping under the door—
a whisper that grows teeth,
settling at the table
where no chair was left for it.

It pours itself a drink,
stirs shadows into the glass,
clinks ice like a warning
that tonight will not be quiet,
that silence cannot be trusted.

It fingers the curtains,
draws them shut too tight,
murmurs of storms outside
when the skies are still,
when the weather is fine.

It asks no questions,
but answers them all—
What if? What if? What if?
each word a match
striking against the air.

And when at last it leaves,
no door opens, no footstep fades.
The room still smells of it,
the air still aches with it,
the seat still warm where it sat.

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8 responses to “Anxiety, the guest”

  1. M Javed VA Avatar

    Nice!
    And it does knock without knocking.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Yes, it sure does! Thanks!

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  2. charliezero1.wordpress.com Avatar

    Anxiety does have a way of knocking one down. I cried as I read this…why? Because I am currently feeling a lot at the moment. Your poem here helped me cry it out. I needed this…thank you my friend. Sending you a million blessings.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      You are more than welcome. I’m so happy my poem touched you in that way, thank you for reading. I’m taking the time to comment. Reach out any time X

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  3. Björn Rudberg (brudberg) Avatar

    Whatif… so much regret captured in that.

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  4. M.A.D. Works Avatar

    I can relate to this deeply.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thanks, Missy 😊💛💛

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