Buzzed and boundless

My hands are twitching, eyes wide-bright,
A jitter-dance beneath the light.
The clock ticks on — it’s half past two —
But sleep won’t come, though I pursue.
The caffeine chorus hums anew.

A thousand thoughts, electric, race,
Each orbiting at breakneck pace.
My blanket twists, a coiled despair,
While phantom deadlines fill the air,
And dreams dissolve in wired glare.

I count the sheep — they leap and blur,
Then turn to spreadsheets, start to purr.
I draft emails inside my head,
Then question every word I’ve said,
While dopamine outshouts the dread.

This coffee high has wrecked my night —
My heart tap-dances out of spite.
The shadows stretch, the silence mocks,
My mind’s a maze without a clock,
A swirling storm in static shock.

Yet still I sip, a fool confessed,
Addicted to this sleepless quest.
A bitter brew, my chosen chain,
I chase the buzz, ignore the strain,
And trade my peace for beans again.

Talk to me! I love comments!

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Thank you for reading, liking, and commenting to my posts.  It is very appreciated.

I am currently raising money to pay for ongoing psychotherapy. I am a survivor of complex trauma, I have dissociative identity disorder, and complex PTSD.  Therapy can be very expensive.

If you feel like donating to my fund you can donate using pay pal. My pay pal email for donating is:

Manyofus1980@gmail.com

Don’t feel you have to, there is no pressure, but I’m grateful for any donations that are received.

Again thanks for visiting!

Let’s connect On Socials

Blog Stats

1,001,034 hits

Top Posts & Pages

When I'm dead, I hope people sayDecember 14, 2025Carol anne
I hit 1 million!December 18, 2025Carol anne

Categories

Abuse survivor Alters Anxiety Blindness blogger Blogging Challenge creative writing Depression Diary Did Disability Disabled Dissociation Dissociative identity disorder Dogs Emotions Family Feelings fiction Food Fun Healing Life Lifestyle Love Mental health Mental illness Personal Poem Poetry Prompt prompts PTSD questions Quotes Recovery Sleep Support Therapy Thoughts Trauma Wordpress writer Writing