The voices are back: ringing in my ear, "what is all this for?"
When I try to do something nice for myself,
Not really as a question but as a remark.
Then I see me, stuck in this body, stuck in this state,
Agreeing, once again- giving in. "You’re right."
Then I grab my laptop and start writing about it instead of
Agreeing further, further into the dark.

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