In the quiet hours,

when the world holds its breath,

I sit alone,

a canvas painted with scars,

each stroke a testament to the battles fought,

the turmoil that fell like a storm

through a once wild heart.

Deep within,

tribal echoes of trauma whisper,

memories jagged as shattered glass—

sharp reminders

that survival is an art,

each day a bold brushstroke

against the canvas of pain.

My story unravels,

a tapestry woven with threads of despair,

yet beneath the weight,

the roots of hope unfurl,

spiraling upward,

craving sunlight,

longing for healing’s embrace.

PTSD hovers like a ghost,

but I am not merely a shadow,

I am the flame that flickers,

inherent resilience echoing in my veins—

a wild song sung

by those who refuse to be defined

by the darkness that once engulfed them.

So here I stand,

a survivor, unshackled,

learning to dance in the aftermath,

to let the jagged edges smooth,

to let pain teach me grace,

and in the depths of this journey,

finding fierce beauty

in the heart of the storm.

7 responses to “Finding fierce beauty in the heart of the storm”

  1. Shweta Suresh Avatar

    Beautifully penned, Carol ❤️

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thank you, my friend 🩷🩷

      Liked by 1 person

  2. Sadje Avatar

    Such an evocative poem Carol

    Like

      1. Sadje Avatar

        You’re welcome 😉

        Like

  3. Bluedophins Avatar

    That’s very good!

    Like

    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thanks so much 😁😁

      Like

Talk to me! I love comments!

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Thank you for reading, liking, and commenting to my posts.  It is very appreciated.

I am currently raising money to pay for ongoing psychotherapy. I am a survivor of complex trauma, I have dissociative identity disorder, and complex PTSD.  Therapy can be very expensive.

If you feel like donating to my fund you can donate using pay pal. My pay pal email for donating is:

Manyofus1980@gmail.com

Don’t feel you have to, there is no pressure, but I’m grateful for any donations that are received.

Again thanks for visiting!

Let’s connect On Socials

Recent posts

Participatory Badge For Photos For Journals

p4j participant badge

What I’m Currently Reading

Blog Stats

1,000,787 hits

Top Posts & Pages

When I'm dead, I hope people sayDecember 14, 2025Carol anne
Preparing to start my dayDecember 15, 2025Carol anne

Categories

Abuse survivor Alters Anxiety Blindness blogger Blogging Challenge creative writing Depression Diary Did Disability Disabled Dissociation Dissociative identity disorder Dogs Emotions Family Feelings fiction Food Fun Healing Life Lifestyle Love Mental health Mental illness Personal Poem Poetry Prompt prompts PTSD questions Quotes Recovery Sleep Support Therapy Thoughts Trauma Wordpress writer Writing