Nope. Parts of it were good. My morning was good. Mom came over. So did my sis. She had an hour to spare before work, so we had breakfast together mom my sis and me. That was fun. Then my sister cleaned the yard, she’s my dog pooper scooper lol.
After my sis left for work, mom and I got cracking on packing my suitcase for going to colorado. Mom wanted to do it now, just in case anything happens and she got sick or something and couldnt do it later.
I think I packed 20 outfits. I mean, why did I pack so much? I am just hoping my suitcase isnt overweight. I doubt it is but I need to call the travel agent to see how much baggage allowance I am allowed.
I packed mostly leggings, shorts, and t’s. A few sweatshirts too. And 2 waist coats, with short sleeves, and some tennis shoes, sandals, and my crocks.
Of course I also packed a pajamas, toothbrush, deodrant, hairbrush, etc.
It was fun to pack. We got most of it done. Mom wants to iron some of my pairs of shorts. Can you believe she wants to iron shorts? She’s mad. I told her so too.
After mom left was when things went a little south. I got very anxious, and overwhelmed. I tried to nap. No joy. I tried to read. I couldnt concentrate. I did manage to concentrate after a little while though. I ate dinner, I had a turkey and ham dinner, turkey, ham, mash potato, stuffing, roasted carrots and peas, and gravy. It was delicious.
I’m still not feeling good so I’m just gonna relax for the evening.
I did manage a 15 minute walk on the treadmill. I forced myself to go on it. Even though every ounce of my body was screaming no.
I’m proud of myself for making the effort!
So I guess today wasn’t a total fail. It wasn’t a total suckfest after all.

5 responses to “Today wasn’t a total suckfest”

  1. tealveyre Avatar

    I’m glad today was mostly positive for you ❤ I hope you guys have fun on your trip! I just remembered, you live in Ireland! Colorado is a long flight I bet then. I mean, I'm in America and Colorado is like a 5 hour flight from me, so criminey, that must be a REALLY long trip for you. I hope you have a lot of good books to read on the plane.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Well I am flying from Cork to London which is an hour and 15 minutes, and then I am flying from London to Denver which is 10 1/2 hours 💓🤩

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  2. Sadje Avatar

    Yay, you got your packing done

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Yes we’re almost done now 🥰🥰

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      1. Sadje Avatar

        👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼

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