I did not fall back asleep. I kinda dozed on and off for about an hour, but I was mostly awake, my thoughts kept spinning, I just wasnt able to settle.
Now its 6:45 and I am showered and dressed.
I am glad I have therapy this morning. I feel like I really need it. I hope I can find the words to talk. Sometimes my words fail me.
I know Eileen will help me find the words, or if I cant, then she’ll do something else, some other kind of creative thing.
I just took my morning meds. I’m getting much better about being consistent in taking them. I know I have to take them to make me feel better, so I am making an effort not to let dissociation or other memory issues make me forget the meds.
I hope you all have a good Monday!
If your struggling, know that I relate!
You arent alone!
Stay safe…

6 responses to “I never did fall back to sleep”

  1. Sadje Avatar

    I hope the therapy goes well Carol.

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      It did! Now I am tired. 🙂

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  2. t_r_a_v_e_l_l_e_r Avatar
    t_r_a_v_e_l_l_e_r

    Hope you’re doing great😃

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Doing ok thank you! ❤

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