Distressed

I feel so agitated. I am very on edge.
I am due to get a call from my CPN Sarah at 4 PM! I am so glad she’s calling me today. I need the check in.
I am trying so hard to stay sane. Its not easy. I am losing control and losing my will to stay strong.
My mom needs me. I need to keep it together for her.
I think I will ask sarah to refer me to the weekend team. Dr. Barry said I could do that if I needed them.
My anxiety is starting to peak again. Its starting to go through the roof. I know if I dont try to distract myself and use some of my coping skills it will be really bad.
I dont want that to happen.

4 responses to “Distressed”

  1. Sheree Avatar

    🤗 🤗 🤗

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  2. Astrid Avatar

    I really feel for you and can relate. I don’t have words of wisdom, but I do want to sit with you. *Hugs.*

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    1. Carol anne Avatar

      Thanks, really appreciate you sitting with me 🙂

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