I JUST DONT KNOW

I AM SO DOWN. I FEEL SO SO DEPRESSED. I AM JUST SO SAD THIS MORNING.

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. SO I EMAILED EILEEN. I ASKED HER FOR SOME ADVICE.

SOME ADVICE TO HOPEFULLY MAKE ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER. I KNOW SHE ALWAYS GIVES GOOD ADVICE. I’VE TRIED SO MANY THINGS ALREADY, NOTHING HAS HELPED. I JUST FEEL SO ALONE. SO ALONE AND SO VERY SAD.

I HOPE SHE EMAILS ME BACK SOON. I COULD USE SOME KIND CARING THOUGHTS. IF ANYONE HAS ANY, PLEASE WRITE ME. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

WENDY

10 responses to “I JUST DONT KNOW”

  1. eirlysgwenllian Avatar

    Oh Wendy, I’m sorry you feel so down. I’m here with you. Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way. I hope Eileen will be able to help you. Safe, comforting hugs. 🙂

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      THANKS, EMILIA. THE HUGS ARE APPRECIATED. I HOPE SHE EMAILS ME BACK SOON. I’M STILL WAITING. XXX

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  2. debrakate Avatar
    debrakate

    the fact that you are reaching out to seek advice is a very good thing and shows that you are on top of your mood, even if you don’t feel it. I would continue to do self care things, such as snuggling with Nitro, making a warm drink, taking a bubble bath, listening to soothing music, listening to a good book, talking to an insider who is not having your mood problems. I’m sure Eileen will give you even better advice to help you ground yourself and feel better. Hugs. xxx

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      HI DEB, I HOPE SO. I HOPE SHE’LL HAVE SOME GREAT ADVICE TO HELP ME, BUT YOURS IS REALLY GOOD, TOO. THANKS FOR IT. XXX

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  3. Luna Enigma Avatar
    Luna Enigma

    🖤🖤🖤

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      Thanks so much for your support💞😙💝

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  4. Bee Halton Avatar

    Hi Wendy, sending you a hug 😗❤🙋🐝

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      Thank you. I appreciate it. Feeling a little bit better but not much😗💗

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  5. marandarussell Avatar
    marandarussell

    I am so sorry you are suffering. I have been quite depressed today too and my psychiatrist visit just made it worse. I love you though and am sending you positive vibes. We’ll get through this…we always do! ♥♥

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    1. Carol Anne Avatar

      Thank you so much Maranda💖

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