DAMN, DAMN

SO I FEEL LIKE SHIT. MY HEAD FEELS FUCKED UP.
I FEEL LIKE DOING SOMETHING REALLY IMPULSIVE. OF COURSE I WONT, I JUST FEEL LIKE IT.
I CAN FEEL ANGER BUBBLING UP. I SHOULD JUST GO TO BED AND TRY TO SLEEP IT OFF.
ITS NOT GOOD WHEN I START TO FEEL LIKE THIS. I GET REALLY AGITATED AND IRRITATED AND THAT CAN ONLY BE BAD.
LIZ

10 responses to “DAMN, DAMN”

  1. ashleyleia Avatar

    Glad you’ve got your session with Eileen tomorrow to let some of that stuff out. xo

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      YEAH ME TOO ASHLEY. I NEED IT. XX

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  2. howikilledbetty Avatar

    Eileen will help .. has she given you self help exercises for you to work on whilst you’re alone?? X

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      YES. SHE HAS. WE KEEP TRYING THEM. SOMETIMES THEY HELP AND OTHER TIMES NOT SO MUCH. XO

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  3. jaelin96 Avatar
    jaelin96

    Sorry Liz! Sometimes life feels like a never ending battle. ((Hugs))

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      THANKS! IT SURE DOES! AGREED! XXX

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  4. neuronerdal Avatar

    Those times are always hard, I hope you managed to get some sleep last night Liz! xx

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      I GOT A COUPLE HOURS. MAYBE FOUR. NOT ENOUGH BUT I’LL TAKE IT ANYWAY. XOXO

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  5. eirlysgwenllian Avatar

    Hugs, LIz. Sorry you’re struggling so much. I hope these feelings will ease soon and that you won’t do anything impulsive. So good you’ll see EIleen today, I’m sure she’ll help. 🙂

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      OH SHE DID HELP! IT WAS SO GOOD TO SEE HER! LIZ

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