HOSPITAL

I’M SO NERVOUS. I DONT WANNA SEE DR BARRY THIS MORNING. I NEVER TALKED TO HER BUT I HAVE WATCHED. SHE SEEMS NICE, BUT…BUT… I AM NOT READY. I KEEP THINKING WHAT IF SHE SAYS WE’RE DOING BAD AND WANTS TO HOSPITALISE US? CAROL ANNE SAYS SHE WONT. BUT I AM WORRIED. I AM SO DEPRESSED. WHAT IF SHE CATCHES ON TO THAT. WHAT IF SHE SAYS WE NEED TO BE IN THE HOSPITAL TO FIX IT? I DONT WANT TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. I HATE IT THERE. PLEASE PRAY SHE DOESNT SEND ME THERE.
PIXIE

13 responses to “HOSPITAL”

  1. Libby Avatar

    Oh my gosh I soooo understand that feeling 😦 Prayers being sent Pixie, I really do hope it all goes well!

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      IT DID THANKS, LIBBY. SHE DIDNT HOSPITALISE ME. SHE WAS REALLY UNDERSTANDING. SO GLAD WE HAVE HER. PIXIE

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      1. Libby Avatar

        Awesomesauce!! I’m glad too!

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  2. angellic23 Avatar

    I can definitely understand why you don’t want that. I wouldn’t want it either. I will pray it nesn’t happen. Ray

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      THANKS RAY. IT DIDNT HAPPEN. WE’RE OK. PIXIE

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  3. ashleyleia Avatar

    From what the others have said Dr. Barry sounds really supportive. I bet she’ll be very glad to have a chance to speak with you. xo

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      SHE WAS. SHE IS SUPPORTIVE. I’M NOT USED TO THAT. IT FEELS GOOD. WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE HER. PIXIE

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  4. violaetcetera Avatar
    violaetcetera

    Agree with ashleyleia. And it will be good to get your feelings out in the open. Hope everything goes well!

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      THANKS, IT DID! AND I DID GET MY FEELINGS OUT AND I FEEL BETTER FOR IT. PIXIE

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  5. eirlysgwenllian Avatar

    Pixie, I’m glad she didn’t hospitalise you. I understand your fear. But do you think she could have a reason to do that? I think you’re doing really well, although surely there are ups and downs, it’s normal, that’s how it is with healing. And I suppose she also sees you’re doing well overall. 🙂 Hugs. 🙂

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      She did say we were doing well which was nice to hear. She said although we are anxious and overwhelmed we are managing. I’m glad she has faith in us

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  6. gravity6073 Avatar

    Sending prayers and hope

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Thank you. We didn’t end up there 🙂

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