hhihihihihiii everybody
its emily
today in therapy i talked with eileen
about feeling bad
because i felt bad last week
i thought i was bothering her when she had stuff going on
but she said no
she said emily you’d never bother me
i am always happy to hear from you
and she told me not to worry
that shes not retiring
cuz i was panicking about that too
but she said no shes not going anywhere
im happy to hear that
she said it seemed like i was on the edge
on the edge of saying something big
and i am
but im still not sure so im waiting
a while longer
but im glad i got to talk about my worries
it helped a lot
it always does
love
emily

17 responses to “i’m not bothering her”

  1. Swinging On a Star Avatar

    i’m glad you got to express your fears emily. 🙂 ♥ hope all is well with you otherwise.

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      yes i am good thank you i hope you are too. love and butterfly hugs emily ❤ xxx

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      1. Swinging On a Star Avatar

        yay thanks. i luv butterfly hugs. ♥

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      2. manyofus1980 Avatar

        good cuz i always give you them. butterflies are my favourite. xox

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      3. Swinging On a Star Avatar

        thank you so so much, darling! i hope you are having the bestest day ever!!! 🙂 xxx

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      4. manyofus1980 Avatar

        Yeah I am! Thanks! lots of hugs and butterflies em

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      5. Swinging On a Star Avatar

        yay emily. you are the best. you are like sunshine. =) ^^ ♥

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      6. manyofus1980 Avatar

        i like being a ray of sunshine! yay!

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      7. Swinging On a Star Avatar

        🙂 you are the sweetest. it is a great joy to talk to you. 🙂 i hope you are having the BEST new year emily. xxxx ♥

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      8. manyofus1980 Avatar

        hope you are too maureen, do you work? what are you doing today? xox

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      9. Swinging On a Star Avatar

        i am doing nothing today. just having a very GOOD day. ♥ 🙂

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      10. Swinging On a Star Avatar

        everyone is lucky to have you to live with, all of your parts.♥

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      11. manyofus1980 Avatar

        thanks you! i feel lucky that I have all of them to live with too. xox

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  2. debrakate Avatar
    debrakate

    I’m glad you’re not worried anymore, Emily. I hate to see you kids worried about things. xxx

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      hi deb. im glad too. worry is awful. i dont like when i have worries. love Emily

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  3. ashleyleia Avatar

    I’m glad Eileen is able to support you today and will continue to support you.

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    1. manyofus1980 Avatar

      Yeah me too 🙂 she is the best love her to bits😍💜

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