gess wat

i so hapy we got a presint at tha call centre we visited we got a fidget spinner i love it it spin round and round in my hand i make it go fast fast fast we also got pop corn and candy and grape juice to drink i likd that it so fun i had so mush fun i going share the fidget spinner wif tha other kids but ive alwas wantd one of them and now i have one i so hapy
adelle i four


Alter post…Darina

hihi everbudy
it me darina
im six
and gess wat
it ben a whil sinse i make a video
i lik to mak them and then uplod them to youtube
i lik to sing songs
pop songs
wat song shuld i learn
anyone got any ideas
i was gona learn sean mendez’s song nothing holding me back
yu fink that a good one to learn?
i try to learn it and make a video before the end of the week ok guys
den yu al can see me sing!
lots of love


it lexi. i want to cut. i skard. i not want do dat in long time. i be six. i usd to cut a lot. wif razor blades. but then i work hard in therpy. and i didntt do it for long time. but tonite i sad. my heart hurts. and i want to cut. dat wuld help i fink. it would make me feel somfin.

presints! i hapy!

we got a erly christmas presint today
a pakage from ar frend safiyah
she is multiple like us
and she sended a package
and it was so siting
i was so hapy to get dat
we got a throw with snowflaks on it
and a raised line colorin book
and some candys yay
i ate some penut buter cups and a kit kat
we got suckers too and othir litle chocolate bars
we got slipper socks
and some body lotion and shower gel
it nise to get presints
hapy chrismas to us early haha

hapy darina

it me darina and i hapy
i hapy cuz i got to hav lots nummy food las nit
lots of turkee and ham
that wat we always hav to eat on crismas
did yu merican peple kno dat bout europeans
thay eat turkey well UK and ireland do
not sure bout everywher else
but las nit at the partee
we had turkey and ham
mash tato vegebles and gravy
stufing and roast potato
and thay even served fries on the side
hahaha that was funy
i like fries
i ate a buncha them
then for dessert we had crismas puding
wif cream and it was nise
i was so full i thot i wuld burst
i like food ha
i lik to tast all the yummy food wen we go ote
wat yu eat for crismas diner guys

littles. darina talking

liz sen me ote to tok
so her i be ha
put up wif me
rit guys
ya all lov me tho rit
cuz i am cute
hahaha everin says that
thay says yur so cute
cute as a buton
so yep dats me
cute as can be
im six in case ya dint kno
i usd to be four
but i growed to six
cuz i am smart
and cute smart and cute ha
i got to email my sissy tonit
my sissy innother system
her nam abby
she my bestest sissy
she liv far way tho in america
and im in ireland
very very far
big ocean got tween us
i visit her tho somtims
and wen i do we do things together
we go stor to get candy
and soda and we go on aventures
hahaha i like aventures

i want dr. barry or eileen to be my mom, sad feelings

its alicia. and i am sad. i really would like to be able to email dr. barry. but i dont have her email address. and i’m too scared to ask her for it. i dont think she will like it if i had it. i think she would probably say she needs her time and space and that i am not allowed to contact her between sessions. that makes me sad. at least i have our therapist eileen. i am allowed to email her. i should be happy right? but i am not. she doesnt respond to my emails. that is our agreement. and i hate it. i want a response. i feel so alone and lonely right now. my heart hurts and i want to cry. it feels like nobody loves me. i just feel sad and like i dont matter. i want to matter to dr. barry when i am not with her. but i dont think i do. i will never be her little girl. i will never be able to be adopted by her. or by eileen. and thats all i want. i just want one of them to be my mom.