word of the day challenge: cruel

you stole my innocence
You stole my childhood
you were so vile, so cruel
you didn’t care how it made me feel
you didn’t care what you did to me
you just did what you wanted
you were a psychopath
someone who doesn’t feel any remorse
and I
I was just a little girl
I didn’t have a choice
I had to do your bidding
I didn’t get a say
How cruel is that

Cruel – Word of the Day Challenge

Song lyric sunday: A song that mentions another artist

Jim adams newepicauthor is the host of song lyric sunday, the brilliant music challenge that takes place each week on Sundays!
The rules of the challenge are:

Post the lyrics to the song of your choice, whether it fits the theme or not.
Please try to include the songwriter(s) – it’s a good idea to give credit where credit is due.
Make sure you also credit the singer/band and if you desire you can provide a link to where you found the lyrics.
Link to the YouTube video, or pull it into your post so others can listen to the song.
Ping back to this post will eventually work, as long as you are being patient, but you can also place your link in the comments if you don’t like to wait.
Read at least one other person’s blog, so we can all share new and fantastic music and create amazing new blogging friends in the process.
Feel free to suggest future prompts.
Have fun and enjoy the music.

This week he has given us the prompt of finding a song that references another group in it! A challenging prompt for sure as off the top of my head, I could not think of any songs! I had to do a little digging and heres my selection for this week!

Its a song by garth brooks!

Moms getting an I phone

My moms getting an I phone! And guess who has to teach her how to use it? Moi!

Its my old phone. An iPhone six!

I got the 8 plus, so I gave my niece my 7. And she gave my 6 to my mom!

I am excited to teach her how to use it! I just hope I have the patience!

Well I heard my sister coming so I’m off to show her around the new phone! wish me luck!

Weekly song challenge, round 26

Lauras hosting her weekly song challenge, each Monday, she has very kindly tagged me, so I shall participate as I love music and this is so much fun! Thank you Laura for the tag!

Copy rules and add to your own post, pinging back to this post.
Post music videos for your answers to the musical questions.
Tag two people to participate!

1. Post a video of a song about wickedness or evil.

2. Post a video of a song from an animated Disney movie.

3. Post a video of a song that is spooky.

I tag the following people to do this!
bee of the bee writes
and Liz of anxiety and liz…
Weekly update 5th August – 9th August

If you want to participate check out lauras blog here!

Weekly Song Challenge, Round 26

work, slimming world, and my bad puppy!

well I decided I am going into work! I have to go in! I need distraction! I need to keep busy! So in I will go! I have 2 hours though before I get picked up. 2 hours to chill…yay. I am a busy bee today. What with my pa coming this morning, then work, and then slimming world this evening. I’m sure I’m going to be up tonight at weigh in. I cant see how I wont be up. when I gave up last week, I decided to eat what I wanted for a few days, before I decided I’d actually go back to slimming world again. So that means a bad result. If I am down it will be a miracle. We will see I suppose. I’m going tonight anyway and hoping for a miracle. But if I am up I am up. I’ll take it on the chin and just try to start fresh for next week so that next week I will be down. I’m going to a new slimming world group tonight. New group, new consultant. My consultant isn’t going to be there though, she’s on holidays, so we have a fill in one instead. But the actual consultant knows I am coming, because I spoke to her on the phone last week. I am excited to start with a new group but a little nervous too. Change is hard for me, and I got on well at the old group, so I am hoping this new one will also be a success. I’ll keep you posted. Please cross your fingers I’ll have a good result, or if not that I will not be up by too much. I got all of my housework done so my house looks fab now all clean and tidy. That’s one positive. Nitro was a bad puppy though. I was eating an orange and I had two segments of it in my hand. I gave him one piece and then he came over and took the other one out of my hand, he was so quick that I couldn’t stop him. Such a cutie, but oh so bad! I hope he enjoyed it. I didn’t think he’d like oranges. I thought dogs didn’t like them because of the citrus taste of them. But he ate it. He’d eat anything I sware guys! Anyway off to make a nice cup of coffee now and then read for a while. Catch you all later!

Could hav been

i could have been beautiful
but you spattered me with blood
i might have been graceful
but you knocked me into the mud

i could have been courageous
but you crumpled me into a ball
i might have been brave
but you made me feel so small

i could have been intelegent
but you taught me not to try
i might have been brilliant
but you told me the truth is a lie

i could have been trusting
but your promises lay broken
i might have been confiding
but you taught me to leave everything unspoken

i could have been independent
but you left so many needs unfilled
i might of been self-reliant
but you made it so i couldn’t rebuild

i could have been whole
but you tore me all apart
i might have been so much more
but you destroyed my growing heart


This is a poem about my experiences of being a child abuse survivor, this was written to my abusers.