i slept well woke up at 6. decided to get in the shower. no one here gets up until 7, then staff help residents who need help in the shower. so anyway. got in the shower and took my shower. thought i was really doing great and being all bright eyed and bushy tailed. got out of the shower and oh. my. god. the floor was soaking. i mean puddles of water everywhere. i quick got a towel and tried to soak up some of the water, it didnt really work. so then i had no choice but to ring the bell so that a staff member would come in so i could tell them. the nurse annette came in needless to say she was none too happy when she saw the mess. she was like its only 6:20 AM, what are you doing up at that time? i told her i just woke up early so decided to get up. she had to put sheets down, then she mopped the floor. i felt so bad having to have staff come in. after her initial grumpiness though she was ok. i told her i hadnt had this problem yesterday and she said she’d get the maintenance man to look at it later this morning.
she said it was pouring outside and looking like it would be down for the day. if thats the case i’ll stay indoors today. i was going to go to the basement club but i’m not going if it means i’ll be soaked to the skin. i can wait until tomorrow.
I’m glad I slept well though. I’m thinking about getting a mood tracker ap. Does anyone know of any good ones? I’ve never tried one before. But it sounds like it might be good if I did.
Let me know what ones you use. I dreamt about Jess and her system last night. I dreamt I was visiting them in the US. It doesnt surprise me since I went to sleep thinking of them all. And crying, I went to sleep crying because I miss them so much.
We used to have such fun times when I’d visit. Me and Jess our sense of humour is similar, and we were always teasing one another. I love that she’s multi and just gets me too, there is also that. A friend just reminded me of a youtube video we’d made, where jess was making fun of me because I said I took out a 50 dollar note, instead of a 50 dollar bill. She was like that, always teasing me about the differences in terms I used.
I have a youtube channel with some videos on it that we made, some years ago, if anyones interested in watching them. My favourite is one where we were in a huge rain storm. We were sitting in the car and it was pouring rain and thundering, and I was like I am so scared, and jess was like she’s scared of the lightning, and she cant even see it! Another person would get offended but not me, I knew she was only teasing me.
The next thing I knew she spilled her hot coffee all down my arm! And she was like would you look at that! We have made some awesome videos.
If you wanna see them let me know because they are on a separate youtube channel.
so i’ve been feeling low tonight. a blogger friend recently wrote a list of 10 happy things in her life, and so I thought I’d do the same, and maybe just maybe it would make me feel a little better.
So here goes!
My wonderful furbaby Nitro always makes me feel happy. Whenever I am sad or down, all I have to do is call him to my side. He comes, licks me or gives me the paw, smothers me with doggy kisses, and thats it, I’m instantly happy again.
2 My niece and nephew
I adore them. My niece is 9 and my nephew is 4. They are the lights of my life. I love being an auntie. It brings me great joy.
A good book is always sure to make me happy. I love true stories, autobiographies and memoirs, stories about people overcoming things, animal stories, and a little fiction sometimes too.
Yep, nothing better than a good cup of coffee. Starbux is my absolute favourite kind of coffee. I always say to myself I drink way too much coffee, but oh well, I dont care. It makes me feel good, and makes me happy.
I love when it is sunny outside. In ireland we dont get a lot of sunshine though. So I am always so grateful when it is sunny outside.
My friends mean the world to me. They are always there to pick me up when I feel bad, they are great listeners, they keep me sane on my most insane days. I love all of them, both my online and offline friends.
This blog, it means the world to me. I’ve made so many wonderful connections on here. So many wonderful people who like and comment to my posts. I appreciate all of you. I love it when someone writes telling me they can relate to something that I’ve written.
8 My sister
Me and my sister havent always been very close. But over the last 2 years we’ve become super close and our relationship really means the world to me now. She is 9 years younger than me, but she’s a wonderful sister.
I love music, I am constantly listening to music, some of my favourite artists are taylor swift, pink, linkin park, katy perry, rihanna, etc. I have a huge playlist on my i phone, I also subscribe to apple music.
10 Making youtube videos
I love making videos. Again its like my blog, people relate to them, leave me wonderful comments and feedback and I absolutely love it. My youtube channel is not as active as my blog, but when I have the time, I do love to make videos. It makes me so happy.
What makes you happy? I’d love to know!
i’m writing to ask all of you to please subscribe to our youtube channel.
we post videos of the alters, nitro, our daily life, family, videos about having did, videos about being blind and covers of songs.
we’d love it if you’d all join us and watch our videos!
our channel is here
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