#write 31 days, introducing, allie!

hi. im allie. im 9 years old. my long name is alicia. i go by allie though always.

im not really sure what to write about myself. in our system i am a light. i am looked after by carol anne. she is my inside mom.

sometimes i have meltdowns. i get angry. i break things. i get really upset. i cant help it. sometimes it sucks to be a kid in a grown up body.

i love my therapist. her name is eileen. i want her to be my mommy. she says she cant though. i also love my psychiatrist dr. barry. i want her to adopt me. i wish i can go live with her. but she says i cant. she said thats not possible. i wish it was though.

carol anne says its my passion in life to have dr. barry adopt me and to be taken care of by her or eileen. i suppose that is true.

i like watching cartoons. i also like disney movies. i like the movies tangled, frozen, and the little mermaid. those are my favourites to watch.

i have a besty in another system. her name is rash. she is cool. i love her and we always get in a lot of trouble. we’ve been besties for a while now. she says i crack her up like a pestachio. ha ha!

well thats all i know to tell you! i hope you liked reading this little intro thing about me.
bye for a while!
love, allie!

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#write 31 days, introducing, Liz!

SO WELL, WHAT CAN I SAY THAT I HAVENT ALREADY SAID? YA’LL KNOW ME, FROM ME WRITING DAILY OR ALMOST DAILY ON OUR BLOG. BUT WELL. ME, WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MYSELF?

IM LIZ. WHEN I FIRST EMERGED I WAS 16. I AM AN AGE SLIDER NOW THOUGH. I GO FROM AGES 19-22. SOMETIMES WHEN IM REALLY TRIGGERED I REGRESS TO A YOUNGER AGE, LIKE 12 TO 16, BUT MOSTLY IM AN ADULT.

IM A DARK. DARKS ARE USUALLY ALTERS WHO WORK AGAINST THE BODY, AGAINST THE SYSTEM. THEY ARE USUALLY UNCOOPERATIVE AND VERY DESTRUCTIVE. SELF HARMING, ANGER ISSUES, SUICIDAL ETC.

IM A LITTLE DIFFERENT THOUGH. IM A DARK BUT IM ALSO SORTA HELPFUL IN OUR SYSTEM. I HELP CAROL ANNE A LOT. WE WORK TOGETHER AS A TEAM. WE RUN THE SYSTEM. HER FOR THE LIGHTS, ME FOR THE DARKS.

IM ALSO A PROTECTOR IN MY OWN RIGHT, BUT I DONT LIKE TO ADMIT IT. I LIKE TO SAY, NO ONE CAN FUCK WITH MY PEOPLE, EXCEPT ME. THATS A RULE I LIVE BY. IN FIERCELY PROTECTIVE OF MY CREW.

I LIKE MUSIC, RAP IS MY FAVOURITE GENRE. I LIKE EMINEM AND OTHER ARTISTS WHOSE LYRICS I CAN RELATE TO. I LISTEN TO MUSIC A LOT WHEN I AM UPSET OR ANGRY. IT HELPS ME.

ANGER. WHAT CAN I SAY I AM ANGRY A LOT. SOMETIMES MY ANGER GETS THE BEST OF ME. I CAN GO OFF ON PEOPLE AND BE A TOTAL BITCH TO THEM. I RESORT TO ANGER WHEN I FEEL THREATENED OR SCARED. ITS NOT SOMETHING I AM PROUD OF.

SO THATS ME. THATS WHAT I AM ABOUT. IM A STRONG INSIDER. A STRONG PERSON IN GENERAL. ANYTHING YOU’D LIKE TO KNOW, JUST ASK.
LIZ

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#write 31 days, introducing, Alexa!

We sorta forgot about our write 31 days. But we’re back on track now again.

This time, its my turn to intro myself.

I’m Alexa, I’m 17. I am Amy’s best friend, you remember Amy introduced herself last week?

Well me and Amy, we’re buddies. And we’re double trouble hahaha!

I love quotes. I post a quote of the day every day on our blog. I used to call it Alexas thought of the day, but now I just try to come up with better titles for my posts with the quotes as the main body of text and a good and catchy title for it.

I also love music. I love pop. I love the music from the charts, so current stuff. I also like some modern country music.

I am a protector. I help Carol anne, Amy, and others to run our system. I am a light, meaning I am in the main fronting system. I’ve been around forever. I dont remember when I actually came, but I am one of the originals, meaning I’ve been here since pretty much day one.

I’m outgoing and very social. I like chatting and I can chat easily to anyone. Sometimes I will come out in social situations if people are struggling with being there.

So thats a little bit about me. I’m not a trauma holder. I dont have bad memories. I rarely have bad days. I am simply just me. Like the song says, from the greatest showman, I am who I’m meant to be, this is me, I love that song!
Alexa

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#write 31 days…introducing…Wendy!

TODAY FOR WRITE 31 DAYS, ITS MY TURN TO INTRODUCE MYSELF TO YOU ALL.

MY NAME IS WENDY. I’M WHAT IS KNOWN IN OUR SYSTEM AS A DARK. IM 23.

I HAVE REALLY CHANGED A LOT OVER THE PAST FEW YEARS, AS YEARS AGO I WAS THE ONE WHO WOULD CAUSE PROBLEMS IN THERAPY, INTERFERE WITH THERAPY, ETC. I HATED IT. I HATED OUR THEN THERAPIST. NOW THOUGH I DO WORK WITH EILEEN. I HAVE WORKED HARD ON CHANGING. AND I LIKE HER. I FINALLY ACCEPTED THAT WE NEED TO BE IN THERAPY.

CHANGE IS HARD. CHANGING AND BECOMING A BETTER PERSON IS EVEN HARDER.

MY OLD JOB IN THE SYSTEM WAS TO CONTACT ABUSERS. AND TO GO MEET THEM AND WE’D END UP HURT. I DONT DO THAT NOW THOUGH. I’VE STOPPED CONTACTING PEOPLE FROM OUR PAST.

SO FOR HOBBIES, WELL, I DONT HAVE THAT MANY. I WISH I WAS OUT MORE TO HAVE MORE. BUT I DO LIKE TO LISTEN TO MUSIC, READ SOME, AND WATCH FAMILY GUY AND BOON DOCS ON TV. I ALSO LOVE SOUTH PARK.

FOR MUSIC, I LIKE RAP MUSIC, LIKE EMINEM, NIKKI MINAJ, ETC.

SO THATS ME. VERY NICE TO MEET ALL OF YOU. THANKS FOR READING MY INTRO POST.
WENDY AGE 23

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#write 31 days…introducing, Amy!

Hey Everyone

I’m Amy. I am 15 years old. I am kicking off the write 31 days for the month of october. I dont write on the blog too often. So thought I’d start this and try it out and introduce myself. So here goes.

I’m a protector in our system. I’m a typical teen, fun loving, and full of mistchief.

My nickname is Amy attitude, cuz, well, I like to have attitude!

Not in a bad way though. All in good fun!

I love music. My favourite bands are evanesence, pink, and linkin park. I also love nickelback. I like to play my music really loud, and dance around in the kitchen to it.

I love kids, and I have a group of kids in our system that I am in charge of, and they are all treasures!

I love dogs, especially our cutie patooty nitro. He’s such a sweetheart. He’s such a smart and clever boy. Love him to pieces!

I’ve been here for as long as I can remember, I am not sure when I arrived, but I kinda always remember being part of our system, I guess I’m one of the originals, one of the ones whose been here since real early on.

Originally I was known as the sensible one, the one who got things done, got down to business, and I was very serious, and very boring. But over time I’ve changed some. Im not as serious now. I share the getting things done part of my job now with Carol anne, and Liz.

Like I said, I am a protector. I am tough. I dont take crap. I care deeply about my system. Sometimes I can come across as if I dont, but deep down I really do care a ton about all of them.

So thats me. Im happy to answer any questions you might have. I like making friends, and would be happy to talk to any of our fab readers.

So…until next time,
Ta ta!

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#write 31 days, our theme

For the next month we are taking part in write 31 days, a blogging event that happens each year in october.

This challenge is to write every day for 31 days, on a topic or theme of your choice.

We have chosen to do it a little differently. We are going to let some of our insiders introduce themselves and each day someone different will write a post about themselves.

We hope some of you will enjoy reading our posts and getting to meet and say hello to some of our insiders, and maybe you wont know all of them, and you might learn some stuff about some of them that you didnt know before.

I am looking forward to participating, and our first write 31 days post will be up later tonight.

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