I’m not asleep

well im wide awake. not sleeping at all despite everything i have tried. i just cant go to sleep. i’ve been tossing and turning, i cant relax. my mind is racing. thoughts are flying around in there. its a jumbled mess of thoughts.
is anyone up? could use a friend right about now…

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I was nominated for a liebster award!

Big big thank you to barb from bipolar barb for nominating me for a liebster award!
I appreciate the nomination very much!


  • Thank the person who nominated you
  • Answer 11 questions about yourself provided by your nominatoror 11 random facts
  • Nominate 5-11 fellow bloggers with fewer than 1000 followers who you think deserve the award
  • Create a new list of questions for your nominees
  • List the rules in your post
  • Let your nominees know of your nomination personally will nominate you all very
  1. What was the first CD you ever bought? it was a now thats what I call music cd
  2. What is your favorite type of footwear? my cosy slippers!
  3. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not sure…maybe?
  4. Would you eat food that fell on the floor? I have done that before. But only if I drop it myself.
  5. Who is your favorite actor/actress? Whoopey goldberg or meryl streep
  6. How often do you use your phone? too often, lol. every minute of every day 😀
  7. Which is better, being the boss or an employee? being the boss, of course.
  8. What is the longest you have gone without doing laundry? 3 days.
  9. Have you ever been in love? yes, i still am.
  10. Who was the last person that you called or texted? my friend rose
  11. What is the best part of your day? That first cup of coffee in the morning!

My 11 questions for my nominees
1 what is the longest you’ve gone without sleep?
2 do you like icecream?
3 what is your favourite type of food?
4 are you a fast reader?
5 what is your favourite kinda weather?
6 do you have netflix?
7 are you glad to have th e internet or could you do without it?
8 do you own an amazon echo?
9 where do you see yourself in 5 years from now?
10 do you have a best friend?
11 what is your favourite personality trait in your friends?

and my nominees…

trina of its good to be crazy sometimes
g of midnight demon 2
emilia of my inner mish mash
casey of this bipolar brat
ashley of mental health at home

Enjoy answering the questions if your up to the challenge!

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Daily word prompt…frazzle

I am feeling very frazzled. I know the word is frazzle. but frazzled it is. My mind is doing 90. Working overtime.  Anxietys pretty bad right now.  Lots of insiders are stirred up.  Not sure why.  Was it the meeting with Mary? Meeting someone new? Maybe.  It could be the heat as well.  We don’t do well in warm weather.  We find it hard to deal with because our body gets overheated and that’s never good.  At least nitro is with us, keeping things calm.  He’s nestled by our feet.  It feels so good to have him close.  He resembles safety for us.



Add me to facebook as your friend

add me to fb, If you want to?
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It would be so cool to be your facebook friend. comment here to let me know your adding me?
carol anne

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there’s a storm brewing

I can feel it. A storm is brewing.

My anxietys still very high. It goes up and down throughout the day. Its just so annoying. I wish it would level off.

Thank god I have therapy tomorrow. I need it. It feels like an eternity since I had a session. Really its only been 10 days though.

Thank god also for nitro. He keeps me sane. I love him so much.

He’s a spoilt brat but I wouldnt have it any other way.

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I reached another Milestone on the blog

Today I reached 2500 followers on the blog. I am so proud. I love my blog. I am very proud of it. I love all of you my readers. Your all amazing.
Thank you so much for following me. It means the world to me.
I couldnt do this without you. You are the reason I continue to blog. You keep me going on my darkest days. Thank you each and every one of you.
I couldnt be happier today. 😀

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