FUCKING URGES

I’M PISSY. I WANT TO CUT. I WANT TO DRINK. I WANT TO DO THE MOST CRAZY DAMN IMPULSIVE THING I CAN THINK OF. I WANT TO BUT I PROBABLY WONT. BUT DAMN MY URGE TO JUST DO SOME CRAZY ASS SHIT IS STRONG TONIGHT. REALLY FUCKING STRONG.
BINGING ON ALCOHOL OR CUTTING SEEMS PREFERABLE TO TAKING A LOAD OF PILLS, MY THOUGHTS ARE SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL. FUCK IT I NEED TO JUST GO TO BED.
LIZ