man oh man!

Can I ever catch a break? I was counting on not feeling anxious tonight, well, that idea flew right out the damn window! I am so anxious. I am literally jumping at every turn!
God I hate this! I hate anxiety!
Its pouring rain out and the rain is actually soothing me a little bit!
I’ve also had lots of snuggles with my little labby boy!
Why is anxiety so crippling?
I’d love to scream but I cant! I have neighbours who’d hear me!
Anyone awake or around? need some good positive vibes and some hugs!