Pleasant evening

its a warm evening
i feel so hot
jump in a cool shower
it feels so good
let the water cascade on my body and face
feel my pain wash away
a healing shower
oh how i love it
get out and put on body butter
inhale its sweet aroma
once I am dressed
settle in to watch tv
emmerdale is on
cuddle nitro
drink my coke
feel content
its a pleasant evening



Its been my nightly routine this week to shower very late at night. Like at 3-4 AM.

It just happens to be that I am awake, and the house is quiet, and still. I love showering early, to start my day off right.

It feels so nice to be able to shower, so relaxing, and refreshing. I love to let the hot water spill over my body and just wash all of my worries away.

I also love to smell nice, put nice shower gel on, and when I get out, put on some nice lotion..body butter is my favourite lately.

Now that I’ve done that, I think its time for a coffee, and to see to Nitro. Its now 4:30 AM. I want to go outside in my yard, see what kinda weather is out there this morning.

Its too early to feed nitro yet, but I will let him out. And then I can enjoy my morning coffee in peace.
Yay for nightly routines that make you feel alive!

Nightly – Word of the Day Challenge

Knew it wouldnt last

I knew dad and me wouldnt see eye to eye for the whole weekend!
I wanted to have a shower before bed, he said I couldnt. I know I should have just gone ahead and did what I wanted, but he yelled at me about it, and made me feel upset. He said why was I wanting to shower so late, it was only 9 PM though.
I didnt see what the problem was!
Then when I went to make myself some tea he said he didnt want me making any more tea. I think he’s such a control freak. He likes to have the control in every single situation! Its so annoying!
I rang mom and I complained to her, but I dont want to ruin her trip! She told me to just stay in my bedroom and wait until the morning to shower when he’s in a better mood.
So thats what I am going to have to do!
Ug sigh this sucks!


The shower heals me

I love the shower. It is so healing to me. I just had a nice long hot shower, and now I feel so fresh, clean, and I am feeling more able to cope with things.
Do you like the shower? I love letting the warm water flow over me. It just feels so good, so, so healing. I love thinking about all of my worries being washed away. Eileen told me to have my shower before bed, so that is what I did tonight. I am planning on laying down in a little while and trying to rest, maybe read, but resting even if I am not sleeping.
I took my night meds, I didnt forget about them. I put a reminder in my phone. it seemed to work thankfully. Now I’ve taken them and dont have to worry about it again until tomorrow morning.
Its 10 Pm now. I have done all of my self care things. After my shower I clensed and moisturized my face, I need to take better care of my skin, so I am trying to do that twice a day now. I have been saying I will for a while now, but I never got around to it. So now is my time. My face feels so soft now. It feels good: 😀
Well I am going to get off of here and go read. See if I can get through another few chapters of my book. I might be back later on. Or I might not. Who knows.

Never felt so good

Showering never felt so good! I am just in heaven with my new electric shower. I absolutely love it. I love how warm the water is, and how powerful the shower is.

I am taking a lot of showers because I love it so much lol! It feels so good to be able to actually wake up, and go straight into the shower. Not have to wait for the water to heat up.

I am on cloud 9!

Who’d have thought a simple thing like a shower could make life so much easier!


I have a working shower, yay!

Well…my shower is all done! And it works! Yay!
I am so thrilled! So nice to have a brand spanking new shower!
I’ve already taken 2 showers since yesterday, lol!
I wasnt meant to actually use it yesterday, until the tiles dried, but I did use it anyway, there was no way I was going out last night to slimming world with unwashed hair and feeling icky!
So once the electrician connected it up, I was in there right away!
Its brilliant! There is great power in it! The water feels so nice. Its nice to actually be able to wash with warm water, water thats hot and not just lukewarm!
Well, I am just so grateful that I was able to get this shower, and I didnt have to buy one myself, and spend a lot of money, as it would have easily cost me the bones of 1000 euros to get a shower, and have it connected!
I am so thankful to cork city council who I rent my house from for coming through for me and providing me with one!
Gratitude of the day!


Still have no shower

Well the tilers came, and went, and came back again.
They did about 20 minutes work, and now they’re gone. They’re coming back this afternoon, I wanted the work to be finished to day, and I think it will be. But the guy who spoke to me said that I cant have a shower today. The tiles need to dry first. So boohoo no shower. I will have to go out with dirty hair, and feeling icky.
I am not happy about that, but there really is not much I can do about it.
But hoping by this time tomorrow my new shower will finally be in and I will be able to enjoy it!
The process of having it installed has been a slow and hard one. I have no patience so I am just like, do it and do it now! Get it over with and let me take a shower!
Oh well, it is what it is, I will just have to wait a little longer.