Living life with dissociative identity disorder and complex ptsd
Laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone.
Someone said that to me today. In response to me saying I felt unstable.
Seems a rather odd thing to say, but on reflection its so true. And that my friends is more than one line, but oh well. It is what it is.
https://lindaghill.com/2019/02/20/one-liner-wednesday-i-need-to-get-out-more/
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Todays Prompt: Write a piece using the phrase;explicit emotion
tears spill
her eyes leak
as she sits
shivering
shaking like a leaf
it builds and builds
until
its a tornado
explicit emotion
written all over her face
anger, rage
fear, so so much fear
she grips the table
as her head swims
everything begins to blurr
she starts to remember
holding her breath
she starts to cry again
rage disapating
but that fear
the fear of knowing but not wanting to know
what happened to her
is so real
And she thinks
She’s going to die from it.
shirley
Shirley, our host wrote this poem, in response to thinking about her childhood and what happened to her during it.
https://godoggocafe.com/2019/02/19/tuesday-writing-prompt-challenge-february-19-2019/
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i filin so sad
everwhir hurts
i very sad today
not like be here at home alon
it skary
i siting wif liz now
her help me writ this
her is in a bad mood tho
grumpy liz i be callin her ahaha
ok i smild a litle now
but is skary be here
i be hear peple oteside
and i fraid
wat if someone com in here
in ar house
and someon go get me
no want that hapen
fraid fraid
fink i go colir now
mabe i can mak a art fing for eileen
miss eileen today
want her to be here
miss her voise and hugs
ok going go mak a picter for her
love
adelle im four
I AM SO DOWN. I FEEL SO SO DEPRESSED. I AM JUST SO SAD THIS MORNING.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. SO I EMAILED EILEEN. I ASKED HER FOR SOME ADVICE.
SOME ADVICE TO HOPEFULLY MAKE ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER. I KNOW SHE ALWAYS GIVES GOOD ADVICE. I’VE TRIED SO MANY THINGS ALREADY, NOTHING HAS HELPED. I JUST FEEL SO ALONE. SO ALONE AND SO VERY SAD.
I HOPE SHE EMAILS ME BACK SOON. I COULD USE SOME KIND CARING THOUGHTS. IF ANYONE HAS ANY, PLEASE WRITE ME. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
WENDY
feeling kinda suicidal right now. trying, trying hard to not go there. but the past is being triggered, i am feeling desperate, I feel so alone, right now. So so alone. I just want an end to this triggering, I feel young parts gathering around, being sucked into the past, feeling so triggered, so emotional, they are so vulnerable, they are crying, crying so hard right now.
Its a hard place to be in. I dont know what to do for them. I wish I knew. I feel so sad for them. I want to care for them and look after them but I am unable to right now. I am unable to give them what they desperately crave, which is love, validation, belonging, I tried to give a few of them a hug, but even that isnt coming to easily at the moment.
I guess I’ll keep trying. I feel so low right now. I feel so depressed. My mood is dark, I am in a dark place, I feel like just ending it. Survival is not all that its cracked up to be.
I just want to feel better. Right now that seems like wishful thinking. I think I’ll go take a shower and let the water pour down on me. Feel the water, and breathe, and maybe put on some nice smelling lotion, and maybe then I’ll feel better. I hope so.
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IM FEELING QUITE SAD TONIGHT. NOT SURE WHAT IS UP. I JUST FEEL OFF. REALLY, REALLY OFF. I HATE THIS. ITS A HORRIBLE WAY TO BE. I WANT TO BE HAPPY, I REALLY WISH I FELT IT RIGHT NOW. BUT I DONT. ALL I FEEL IS MISERABLE, SAD, AND WORTHLESS. HOPELESS, TOO. GOD THIS SUCKS.
LIZ
