mia: I wand tak tu eileen but i dint getta do it

it mia i bes 3
i wand tak to eileen
she said we hada stay wif tha adults tho
dat shes holdin tha kids in her mind
but i don kno wut dat meens
i wand tak to her
tel her bowt stuf
how im feling
not haf ta sta wif tha adults
adults ar stupid
i wand tu hav tim tu tak
it no fair
i misin her now
i rilly misses her
it hurts
mia 3

LIZ WITH SOME POETRY

DID YOU EVER FEEL
THE WORLD SPIN
AS YOU LIE THERE
BEGGING THE DARKNESS NOT TO SWALLOW YOU WHOLE
BEGGING FOR THE PAIN TO END
BUT DARKNESS
DARKNESS IS MY CONSTANT FRIEND
IT ENVELOPES ME
TAKES ME IN ITS CLAWS
AND SWALLOWS ME UP
THEN SPITS ME OUT
LEAVING ME FLOUNDERING
LEAVING ME UNABLE TO COPE
PAIN IS ALL I KNOW
THE PAIN OF MENTAL TORTURE
OF DISSOCIATION AND FLASHBACKS
OF HORRIFIC MEMORIES
THAT LEAVE ME GASPING FOR BREATH
AS I TRY NOT TO CRY
BUT I NEVER SUCCEED
ALWAYS ALWAYS
I’M IN FLOODS OF TEARS
AS I LIE HERE IN THE DARKNESS
JUST WISHING FOR AN END

My parents dog is ill

My parents dog, Biggie, is now very ill. He’s 13.5 years old. He’s been vomiting and had diarrhea all night. And he’s very weak. I think his lungs or heart is also effected as his breathing is laboured. Its so sad. And a sad fact is that he just might not pull through. We’re hoping he will but I’m thinking it isn’t looking likely. He can barely walk, and he needs help to get up out of bed. So sad to see him like this.

If you can send some positive vibes, prayers, and support as all of our insiders are sad as our parents have had him since he was a pup. We’ve all grown to really love him. He’s had a good life, but we’re not really ready to say goodbye to him yet. Obviously if we have to we will, but we really wish that he’ll recover from this and it wont come to that.

just so, so sad.

Just so sad

hhihihii its Emily
im just so sad
my heart hurts
ive been crying a lot
I cant stop
I feel numb
and theres a heavy weight too
weighing me down
I cant wait to go to therapy
I don’t like when I feel this way
life feels unmanageable
unbearable even
night time sucks
I hate it
I think i’ll go pet nitro
he makes me happy
hes such a cute dog
love him to bits
butterfly hugs
love
Emily age 12