We’re in crisis

Our anxietys so high tonight.
I am feeling very fragile, every little thing is triggering me.
I am not ok. I am emotionally unwell…feeling so unstable also.
I know its the time of year. This month and next are super hard for us, they always have been, because of RA dates, and abuse memories hitting us hard.
Liz has had more urges to self harm, the darks are up in arms, they’ve promised not to hurt the body, eileen asked them to promise, but liz didnt promise. Now she thinks that eileen is going to be disappointed in her.
Could really use some support of our friends right about now.
Just feel so awful, and are emotionally hurting a lot.